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Songs: That’s Just the Way That I Feel, All My Happiness is Gone, Darkness and Cold, Snow is Falling in Manhattan, Margaritas at the Mall, She’s Making Friends, I’m Turning Stranger, I Loved Being My Mother’s Son, Nights That Won’t Happen, Storyline Fever, Maybe I’m the Only One For Me

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Purple Mountains (2019)

  1. That’s Just the Way That I Feel

    Lyrics: That’s Just the Way That I Feel

    Well, I don't like talkin' to myself
    But someone's gotta say it, hell
    I mean, things have not been going well
    This time I think I finally fucked myself
    You see, the life I live is sickening
    I spent a decade playing chicken with oblivion
    Day to day, I'm neck and neck with giving in
    I'm the same old wreck I've always been
    And when I see her in the park
    It barely merits a remark
    How we stand the standard distance
    Distant strangers stand apart
    Course I've been humbled by the void
    Much of my faith has been destroyed
    I've been forced to watch my foes enjoy
    Ceaseless feasts of schadenfreude
    And as the pace of life keeps quickening
    Beneath the bitching and the bickering
    When I try to drown my thoughts in gin
    I find my worst ideas know how to swim
    Well, a setback can be a setup
    For a comeback if you don't let up
    But this kind of hurtin' won't heal
    And the end of all wanting
    Is all I've been wanting
    And that's just the way that I feel
    I met failure in Australia
    I fell ill in Illinois
    I nearly lost my genitalia
    To an anthill in Des Moines
    I was so far gone in Fargo
    South Dakota got annoyed
    That's the shit I'm talkin' 'bout
    When I talk to you about
    Ceaseless feasts of schadenfreude
    And a setback can be a setup
    For a comeback if you don't let up
    But this kind of hurtin' won't heal
    And the end of all wanting
    Is all I've been wanting
    The end of all wanting
    Is all I've been wanting
    The end of all wanting
    Is all I've been wanting
    And that's just the way that I feel
  2. All My Happiness is Gone

    Lyrics: All My Happiness is Gone

    Friends are warmer than gold when you're old
    And keeping them is harder than you might suppose
    Lately, I tend to make strangers wherever I go
    Some of them were once people I was happy to know
    
    Mounting mileage on the dash
    Double darkness falling fast
    I keep stressing, pressing on
    Way deep down at some substratum
    Feels like something really wrong has happened
    And I confess I'm barely hanging on
    
    All my happiness is gone
    All my happiness is gone
    It's all gone somewhere beyond
    All my happiness is gone
    
    Ten thousand afternoons ago
    All my happiness just overflowed
    That was life at first and goal to go
    Me and you and us and them
    And all those people way back when
    All our hardships were just yardsticks then, you know
    You know
    
    It's not the purple hills
    It's not the silver lakes
    It's not the snowcloud shadowed interstates
    It's not the icy bike chain rain of Portland, Oregon
    Where nothing's wrong and no one's asking
    But the fear's so strong it leaves you gasping
    No way to last out here like this for long
    
    'Cause everywhere I go, I know
    Everywhere I go, I know
    
    All my happiness is gone
    All my happiness is gone
    It's all gone somewhere beyond
    All my happiness is gone
  3. Darkness and Cold

    Lyrics: Darkness and Cold

    The light of my life is going out tonight
    As the sun sinks in the west
    The light of my life is going out tonight
    With someone she just met
    She kept it burning longer than I had right to expect
    The light of my life is going out tonight
    Without a flicker of regret
    
    Darkness and cold, darkness and cold
    Rolled in through the holes in the stories I told
    Conditions I'm wishing weren't taking control
    Darkness and cold, darkness and cold
    
    The light of my life is going out tonight
    And she don't look too depressed
    The light of my life is going out tonight
    In a pink champagne Corvette
    I sleep three feet above the street
    In a band-aid pink Chevette
    The light of my life is going out tonight
    Without a flicker of regret
    
    Darkness and cold, darkness and cold
    Rolled in through the holes in the stories I told
    Conditions I'm wishing weren't taking control
    Darkness and cold, darkness and cold
    
    Darkness and cold, darkness and cold
    Patiently encroaching on the animal
    The weather of forever retaking control
    Darkness and cold, darkness and cold
    
    Darkness and cold, darkness and cold
    Rolled in through the holes in the stories I told
    Conditions I'm wishing weren't taking control
    Darkness and cold, darkness and cold
    
    Darkness and cold, darkness and cold
  4. Snow is Falling in Manhattan

    Lyrics: Snow is Falling in Manhattan

    Snow is falling in Manhattan
    In a slow diagonal fashion
    On the Sabbath, as it happens
    Snow is falling in Manhattan
    If it looks like it might be a bad one
    The good caretaker springs to action
    Salts the stoop and scoops the cat in
    Tests an icy patch for traction
    
    Snow
    Snow, oh, whoa, oh, whoa, oh, whoa
    Snow, oh, whoa, oh, whoa, oh, whoa
    Snow, oh, whoa
    Snow, oh, whoa
    Snow, oh, whoa, oh, whoa, oh, whoa, oh, whoa, oh, whoa
    
    Levels rising on the island
    Shows no sign of soon subsiding
    Drifting deeply down in Brooklyn
    So much joy in merely looking
    Inside he's got a fire crackling
    And on the couch, beneath an afghan
    Lies an old friend he just took in
    Seeking shelter from the cold wind
    
    Coming down in smithereens
    On Staten Island, Bronx and Queens
    It's blanketing the city streets
    And the streets beneath are fast asleep
    Songs build little rooms in time
    And housed within the song's design
    Is the ghost the host has left behind
    To greet and sweep the guest inside
    Stoke the fire and sing his lines
    
    Snow
    Snow, oh, whoa, oh, whoa, oh, whoa
    Snow, oh, whoa, oh, whoa, oh, whoa
    Snow, oh, whoa
    Snow, oh, whoa
    Snow, oh, whoa, oh, whoa, oh, whoa, oh, whoa, oh, whoa
    
    Snow is falling in Manhattan
    Inside I've got a fire crackling
    And on the couch, beneath an afghan
    You're the old friend I just took in
  5. Margaritas at the Mall

    Lyrics: Margaritas at the Mall

    Drawn up all my findings
    And I warn you they are candid
    My every day begins
    With reminders I've been stranded on this
    Planet where I've landed
    Beneath this gray as granite sky
    A place I wake up blushing like I'm ashamed to be alive
    
    How long can a world go on under such a subtle God?
    How long can a world go on with no new word from God?
    See the plod of the flawed individual looking for a nod from God
    Trodding the sod of the visible with no new word from God
    
    We're just drinking margaritas at the mall
    That's what this stuff adds up to after all
    Magenta, orange, acid green
    Peacock blue and burgundy
    Drinking margaritas at the mall
    
    Standing in the shadows of the signpost on the road
    50 gates of understanding, 49 are closed
    Yes, I guess this time I really hit that number on the nose
    What I'd give for an hour with the power on the throne
    
    How long can a world go on under such a subtle God?
    How long can a world go on with no new word from God?
    See the plod of the flawed individual looking for a nod from God
    Trodding the sod of the visible with no new word from God
    
    We're just drinking margaritas at the mall
    This happy hour's got us by the balls
    Magenta, orange, acid green
    Peacock blue and burgundy
    Drinking margaritas at the mall
    We're drinking margaritas at the mall
    Drinking margaritas at the mall
  6. She’s Making Friends, I’m Turning Stranger

    Lyrics: She’s Making Friends, I’m Turning Stranger

    I want to be tantamount to cordial
    Tantamount to good
    I want to be a warm and friendly person
    But I don't know how to do it
    She can't make it to her car
    Without making a new friend
    She's a small-town superstar
    Everybody hollering her name
    
    She's making friends, I'm turning stranger
    The people on her end couldn't make it plainer
    Sometimes I wish we'd never came here
    Seeing as I'm held in such disdain here
    She's making friends, I'm turning stranger
    I see lots of normal men yearning to obtain her
    I'm a loser, she's a gainer
    That's one thing of which they're dang sure
    
    She's out with her friends
    And really, I can't blame her
    'Cause when she's home again
    She's always still the same her
    God knows I'd never try to change her
    She's my friend and I'm her stranger
    She's making friends, and I'm turning stranger
    She's making friends, and I'm turning stranger
  7. I Loved Being My Mother’s Son

    Lyrics: I Loved Being My Mother’s Son

    Way back when it first begun
    Starting when I first was young
    Through all the years that were to come
    I loved being my mother's son
    
    Yeah, I loved being my mother's son
    I loved her so because
    She was so good and kind to me
    She was, she was, she was
    
    She helped me walk, she watched me run
    She got where I was coming from
    And when I couldn't count my friends on a single thumb
    I loved her to the maximum
    
    Yeah, I loved being my mother's son
    I loved her so because
    She was so kind and genuine
    She was, she was, she was
    
    She was, she was, she was
    She was, she was, she was
    She was, she was, she was
    She was, she was, she was
    
    When she was gone, I was overcome
    The simple fact left me stunned
    I wasn't done being my mother's son
    Only now am I seeing that being's done
    
    Yeah, I loved being my mother's son
    I loved her so because
    She was my faithful guardian
    She was, she was, she was
    
    She was, she was, she was
    She was, she was, she was
    She was, she was, she was
    She was, she was, she was
    
    (She was, she was, she was)
    (She was, she was, she was)
    (She was, she was, she was)
    (She was, she was, she was)
  8. Nights That Won’t Happen

    Lyrics: Nights That Won’t Happen

    The dead know what they're doing when they leave this world behind
    When the here and the hereafter momentarily align
    See the need to speed into the lead suddenly declined
    The dead know what they're doing when they leave this world behind
    And as much as we might like to seize the reel and hit rewind
    Or quicken our pursuit of what we're guaranteed to find
    When the dying's finally done and the suffering subsides
    All the suffering gets done by the ones we leave behind
    All the suffering gets done by the ones we leave behind
    Nights that won't happen
    Time we won't spend
    Time we won't spend
    With each other again
    With each other again
    Ghosts are just old houses dreaming people in the night
    Have no doubt about it, hon, the dead will do alright
    Go contemplate the evidence and I guarantee you'll find
    The dead know what they're doing when they leave this world behind
    Nights that won't happen
    Time we won't spend
    Nights that won't happen
    Never ever again
    Nights that won't happen
    Never reaching the end
    Nights that won't happen
    Never even begin
    Never even begin
    This world is like a roadside inn and we're the guests inside
    And death is a black camel that kneels down so we can ride
    And when the dying's finally done and the suffering subsides
    All the suffering gets done by the ones we leave behind
    All the suffering gets done by the ones we leave behind
    On nights that won't happen
    Time we won't spend
    Time we won't spend
    With each other again
    Nights that won't happen
    Never reaching the end
    Nights that won't happen
    We can't even begin
    We can't even begin
  9. Storyline Fever

    Lyrics: Storyline Fever

    On occasion, we all do battle with motivational paralysis
    Unable to perform some simple task
    Trapped at the stage of analysis
    Thoughts of the shortness of life may beget
    Bouts of shortness of breath in your chest
    Doubts about the worth of the nights you got left
    Crowding out all the fear and regret
    
    You got storyline fever, storyline flu
    It's filtering how everything looks to you
    Don't you reckon it's affecting your attitude?
    Storyline fever got its hooks in you
    Storyline fever got its hooks in you
    
    You took your love to the marketplace
    In the wanting corner of a Western state
    Where every other shopper is a basket case
    Just relies on the horizon, forms a frowning face
    Hanging around those haunts at night
    Where half the clientele was part poltergeist
    Grinding an axe against all that exists
    Minus their protected exceptions to it
    
    You got storyline fever, storyline flu
    Apparently impairing your point of view
    It's making horseshit sound true to you
    Now it's impacting how you're acting too
    Now it's impacting how you're acting too
    
    Got a comb over cut circa Abscam sting
    Make a better Larry than Lizard King
    But you got to find a way to make it work
    'Cause your feet is where your demons lurk
    When you're seller and commodity
    You gotta sell yourself immodestly
    Turn your pedestal into a carving board
    If that's what the audience is starving for
    
    You got storyline fever, storyline flu
    You're filtering how everything looks to you
    Don't you reckon it's affecting your attitude?
    Storyline fever got its hooks in you
    Storyline fever got its hooks in you
  10. Maybe I’m the Only One For Me

    Lyrics: Maybe I’m the Only One For Me

    On holidays, in lonely haunts
    At closing time, in restaurants
    I can't keep on pretending not to see
    Yeah, I'm starting to suspect
    Though I hope I'm incorrect
    That maybe I'm the only one for me
    
    Holding hands, starlit walks
    Making plans, silly talk
    All I see are couples in the street
    I always had a hunch
    I would crumble in the crunch
    Yeah, maybe I'm the only one for me
    
    Only one for me
    Only one for me
    Only one for me
    I'll put my dreams high on a shelf
    I'll have to learn to like myself
    Yeah, maybe I'm the only one for me
    
    Bended knee, honeymoon
    Nursery, another soon
    Into my mind, the thought begins to seep
    If no one's fond of fucking me
    Maybe no one's fucking fond of me
    Yeah, maybe I'm the only one for me
    
    Only one for me
    Only one for me
    Only one for me
    I'll put my dreams high on a shelf
    I'll have to learn to like myself
    I'll put my dreams high on a shelf
    I'll have to learn to like myself
    Maybe I'm the only one for me
    
    On holidays
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