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Songs: Twist, Chi, Lost, Swallow, Porno Creep, Good God, Mr. Rogers, K@#*%!, No Place to Hide, Wicked, A.D.I.D.A.S., Lowrider, Ass Itch, Kill You, Right Now, Break Some Off, counting on me, KORN HERE IT COMES AGAIN, Deep Inside, Did My Time, Everything I've Known, Play Me, Alive, Lets Do This Now, I'm Done, Y'all Want A Single, When Will This End, Here to Stay, Make Believe, Blame, Hollow Life, Bottled up Inside, Thoughtless, Hating, One More Time, Alone I Break, Embrace, Beat It Upright, Wake Up Hate, I'm Hiding, No One's There, Prey for Me, Love & Meth, What We Do, Spike in My Veins, Mass Hysteria, Paranoid and Aroused, Never Never, Punishment Time, Lullaby for a Sadist, Victimized, It's All Wrong, Blind, Ball Tongue, Need To, Clown, Divine, Faget, Shoots and Ladders, Predictable, Fake, Lies, Helmet in the Bush, Daddy, The End Begins, Cold, You'll Never Find Me, The Darkness is Revealing, Idiosyncracy, The Seduction Of Indulgence, Finally Free, Can You Hear Me, The Ringmaster, Gravity Of Discomfort, H@rd3r, This Loss, Surrender To Failure, Chaos Lives in Everything (feat. Skrillex), Kill Mercy Within (feat. Noisia), My Wall (feat. Excision), Narcissistic Cannibal (feat. Skrillex & Kill the Noise), Illuminati (feat. Excision and Downlink), Burn the Obedient (feat. Noisia), Sanctuary (feat. Downlink), Let's Go (feat. Noisia), Get Up! (feat. Skrillex), Way Too Far (feat. 12th Planet & Flinch), Bleeding Out (feat. Feed Me), Black Is The Soul, Insane, Rotting In Vain, The Hating, A Different World (Feat. Corey Taylor), Take Me, Everything Falls Apart, Die Yet Another Night, When You're Not There, Next In Line, Please Come For Me, Uber-time, Oildale (Leave Me Alone), Pop a Pill, Fear Is a Place to Live, Move On, Lead the Parade, Let The Guilt Go, The Past, Never Around, Are You Ready to Live?, Holding All These Lies, Forgotten, Let The Dark Do The Rest, Start The Healing, Lost In The Grandeur, Disconnect, Hopeless And Beaten, Penance To Sorrow, My Confession, Worst Is On Its Way, Twisted Transistor, Politics, Hypocrites, Souvenir, 10 or a 2-Way, Throw Me Away, Love Song, Open Up, Coming Undone, Getting Off, Liar, For No One, Seen It All, Tearjerker, Dead, Falling Away from Me, Trash, 4U, Beg for Me, Make Me Bad, It's Gonna Go Away, Wake Up, Am I Going Crazy, Hey Daddy, Somebody Someone, No Way, Let's Get This Party Started, Wish You Could Be Me, Counting, Dirty, Intro, Starting Over, Bitch We Got a Problem, Evolution, Hold On, Kiss, Do What They Say, Ever Be, Love and Luxury, Innocent Bystander, Killing, Hushabye, I Will Protect You, It's On!, Freak On a Leash, Got the Life, Dead Bodies Everywhere, Children of the Korn, B.B.K., Pretty, All In the Family, Reclaim My Place, Justin, Seed, Cameltosis, My Gift to You, Earache My Eye, Camel Song, I Can Remember, Jingle Balls
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Are you ready? This place inside my mind A place I like to hide You don't know the chances What if I should die? A place inside my brain Another kind of pain You don't know the chances I'm so blind Blind Blind Another place I find To escape the pain inside You don't know the chances What if I should die? A place inside my brain Another kind of pain You don't know the chances I'm so blind Blind Blind Deeper, and deeper, and deeper As I journey to live a life that seems to be A lost reality That can never find a way to reach my inner Self-esteem is low How deep can I go In the ground that I lay If I don't find a way to See through the gray that clouds my mind This time I look to see what's between the lines I can't see, I can't see, I'm going blind I can't see, I can't see, I'm going blind I can't see, I can't see, I'm going blind I can't see, I can't see, I'm going blind I can't see, I can't see, I'm going blind I can't see, I can't see, I'm going blind I can't see, I can't see, I'm going blind I can't see, I can't see, I'm going blind I can't see, I can't see, I'm going blind (I can see I'm going) I can't see, I can't see, I'm going blind (going blind) I can't see, I can't see, I'm going blind I can't see, I can't see, I'm going blind! I'm blind! I'm blind! I'm blind! I'm blind!
There you are alone With no hope of ever having Something to be proud of Something earned without begging Yes, I know you're a person A person close to me Who do think you are, and what more do you want from me? (Ball tongue) you got the dykes off, I think they'll mind me (Ball tongue) I'm a vagabond, we are justified (Ball tongue) congrats, you just fucked up my make-up and shit (Ball tongue) what have you done for me? Why are you at home Buried in your self-pity? Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me? Yes, I know you're the person The person that took time with me Does it give you the right to expect your life revolves around me? (Ball tongue) you have come to take from your buddy (Ball tongue) you have never been so funny (Ball tongue) the higgle got sick of me (Ball tongue) ah, to live to fight another day (Ball tongue) you're the drug addicted from me (Ball tongue) unidentified enemy (Ball tongue) come fucking back to save us and gave up (Ball tongue) they've come to deliver me You were my brother (where does our friendship end?) You were my brother (where does our friendship end?) You were my brother (where does our friendship end?) You were my... (I'm not gonna give in) You were my brother (where does our friendship end?) You were my brother (where does our friendship end?) You were my brother (where does our friendship end?) You were my... (I'm not gonna give in) How can you fucking doubt me? But not again How can you fucking doubt me? But not again How can you fucking doubt me? But not again How can you fucking doubt me? But not again How can you fucking doubt me? But not again How can you fucking doubt me? But not again How can you fucking doubt me? But not again How can you fucking doubt me? But not again (Ball tongue) they've driven right by my friends (Ball tongue) they've taken the take above me (Ball tongue) they're a psycho monkey (Ball tongue) they've come to enslave me (Ball tongue) they've jacken themselves onto me (Ball tongue) your fuckin' gangster signs (Ball tongue) they've come not to save them, but they take (Ball tongue) fuck'n death to fuck'n me You're the psychofuck You're the psychofuck You're the psychofuck You're the psychofuck You're the psychofuck You're the psychofuck You're the psychofuck (Ball tongue) you're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it? (Ball tongue) you tried to put the blame over on to me (Ball tongue) never die, never die And don't ever come get your boy (Ball tongue) hauled to the morgue, let him go (Ball tongue) he wasn't dead, and then they knocked him on the head (Ball tongue) no more, he's rid of you, you're a dyke
I, I am confused, fighting myself Wantin' to give in, needin' your help Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch Outside, don't know you, but inside, I'm fucked Can you see it in me? Skin cold from touch Each day, confronted with what I have done You pull me closer, I push you away You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain I hate you Why are you taken? I love you Why do I feel so helpless? Why is it you? Ripping my insides each time I'm here with you Why do I cry? Why do I really need to? Why? Why? Why? Why? Fuck you, bitch Need to Need to Need to Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck I hate you Why are you taken? I loved you I feel so helpless Why is it you? Ripping my insides each time I'm here with you Why do I try? Why do I fucking need to? Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Slut
Anger inside builds within my body Why you hate me? What have I done? You tried to hit me! Scream at me again, if you like? Throw your hate at me, with all your might Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me What's with you boy? Think hard A tattooed body to hide who you are Scared to be honest, be yourself A cowardly man I don't run around trying to be what's not within me Look into my eyes, I am free You're just a wanna be Scream at me again, if you like Throw your hate at me, with all your might Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me What's with you boy? Think hard A tattooed body to hide who you are Scared to be honest, be yourself A cowardly man To come out Hit me clown because I'm not from your town now, hit me clown Hit me clown because I'm not from your town now, hit me clown Hit me clown because I'm not from your town now, hit me clown Hit me clown because I'm not from your town now, hit me clown Hit me clown because I'm not from your town now, hit me clown Clown you ain't shit! Turn around! Get your face split! Clown you ain't shit! Turn around! Get your face split! Clown you ain't shit! Turn around! Get your face split! Clown you ain't shit! Turn around! Get your face split! Turn if you like Throw your hate at me, with all your might Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me What's with you boy? Think hard A tattooed body to hide who you are Scared to be honest, be yourself A cowardly man
I hide only to defy you Take away the only love inside you I'll see your face through everyone Inside I've just begun You think I'm out to scare you? I'm only out to prepare you For when you stop and turn around Your body's going down You're gonna waste your time Your life will soon be mine You're definitely one of a kind Your suffering 'cause of me is divine Tell me, why you never liked me? Tell me once that you'll fight me Bold, and I'll wait for the perfect time To take what's rightfully mine You play the dumb to defy me You say that you don't but defy me You wait, you don't want anyone Oh well You're gonna waste your time Your life will soon be mine You're definitely one of a kind Your suffering 'cause of me is divine Fuck you! I'm fed up with you! I'm not as good as you! Fuck no, I'm better than you!! Know what, fuck you! I'm fed up with you! I'm not as good as you! Fuck no, I'm better than you! Know what, fuck you! I'm fed up with you! I'm not as good as you! Fuck no, I'm better than you! Know what, fuck you! I'm fed up with you! I'm not as good as you! Fuck no, I'm better than you! Know what, fuck you! I'm fed up with you! I'm not as good as you! Fuck no, I'm better than you! Know what, fuck you! I'm fed up with you! I'm not as good as you! Fuck no, I'm better than you! Know what, fuck you! I'm fed up with you! I'm not as good as you! Fuck no, I'm better than you! Know what, fuck you! I'm fed up with you! I'm not as good as you! Fuck no, I'm better than you! You're Gonna waste your time Your life will soon be mine You're definitely one of a kind Your suffering 'cause of me is divine Did you really think, You'd beat me at my own game? You tried to see what you got Me ripping at your brain!
Hiv! Here I am different in this normal world Why did you tease me, made me feel upset? Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads I am ugly, please just go away HIV! I can see it's hard to find This blessing in disguise HIV! Why you treat me this way? Made the hate stay As I walk, I can never seem to escape All the laughing, all the pain If you were me, what would you do? Nothing, probably, you'd just throw me away I can see it's hard to find HIV! This blessing in disguise Why you treat me this way? HIV! Made the hate stay Faget! Faget! Faget! Here I am different in this normal world Why did you tease me, made me feel upset? Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads I am ugly, please just go away HIV! I can see it's hard to find This blessing in disguise Why you treat me this way? HIV! Made the hate stay Faget! (You'll see) I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it It keeps going on day after day, son You fake, if we don't want none I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way every day Who gives a fuck, right now I got something to say To all the people that think I'm strange And I should be out here locked up in a cage You don't know what the hell is up now anyway You got this pretty boy feeling like I'm enslaved To the world that never appreciated shit You can suck my dick and fucking like it! He had my gun, but he had a body mighty, anysay! He had my gun, but he had a body mighty, anyway! He had my gun, but he had a body mighty, going to say! He had my gun, but he had a body mighty, anyway! He had my gun, but he had a body mighty, anysay! He had my gun, but he had a body mighty, not going away! He had my gun, but he had a body mighty, not going to say! He had my gun, but he had a body mighty, anyway! I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world All my life, who am I? All my life, who am I? All my life, who am I? All my life, who am I? All my life, who am I? All my life, who am I? All my life, who am I? All my life, who am I? All my life, who am I? All my life, who am I? All my life, who am I? All my life! I'm just a faget! (Faget!) I'm just a faget! (Faget!) I'm just a faget! (Faget!) I'm a faget! (Faget!) I'm not a faget! (Faget!) I'm not a faget! (Faget!) I'm not a faget! (Faget!) You motherfucking queers
Ring around the Rosies Pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Ring around the Rosies Pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Nursery rhymes are said S in my head Into my childhood, they're spoon-fed Hidden violence revealed Darkness that seems real Look at the pages that 'cause all this evil One, two, buckle my shoe Three, four, shut the door Five, six, pick up sticks Seven, eight, lay them straight London Bridge is falling down Falling down Falling down London Bridge is falling down, my fair lady Nursery rhymes are said S in my head Into my childhood, they're spoon-fed Hidden violence revealed Darkness that seems real Look at the pages that 'cause all this evil Nick nack paddy wack give a dog a bone This old man came rolling home Nick nack paddy wack give a dog a bone This old man came rolling home Nick nack paddy wack give a dog a bone This old man came rolling home! Nick nack paddy wack give a dog a bone This old man came rolling home! Nick nack paddy wack give a dog a bone This old man came rolling home! Nick nack paddy wack give a dog a bone This old man came- Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as M-M-M-M- Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow Mary had a little lamb! Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow Mary had a little lamb who's fleece was white as snow Mary had a little lamb! Ring around the Rosies Pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Ring around the Rosies Pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Nursery rhymes are said S in my head Into my childhood, they're spoon-fed Hidden violence revealed Darkness that seems real Look at the pages that 'cause all this evil Nick nack paddy wack give a dog a bone! Nick nack paddy wack give a dog a bone! Nick nack paddy wack give a dog a bone! Nick nack paddy wack give a dog a-
Go I can in every way Mistake the pain I feel inside It comes to me Evil thoughts just creeping through my mind Who are you to say That I can't speak what's on my mind? It runs away It's so predictable I can in every way Feel the stress that tangled up inside Too blind to see Emptiness and sorrow of their lives They run away To the cover of their pointless ties You ask me It's so predictable I'm gonna try But I'm gonna die I'm gonna try Another day Silence overwhelms my mind But who is to say If I have the time or why? Should I pray For all the hate to go away? Another day I can never break free You wait for me I call out to you Another day I'll live forever Why should I? I'm gonna try But I'm gonna die I'm gonna try I'm gonna try, should I? I'm gonna try, should I? I'm gonna try, should I? I'm gonna try, should I? I'm gonna try But I'm gonna die I'm gonna try
I can't stand the sight of you I can't stand what you put me through Your life's a lie that you'll hide Is it that terrible being you inside? I can't stand all the thought of you I can't stand all the things you do Why do you try to justify? You are just too scared to be you inside Let it all go! Let it all go! Let it all go! Let it all go! Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be I can't stand what you put me through I can't stand even the thought of you Your secret lies that you hide Is it that terrible being you inside? Let it all go! Let it all go! Let it all go! Let it all go! Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be You try so hard to be wanted False emotions tells you fronted I think being a person relies on one thing Be yourself, let you come through You're too afraid to really be Someone who isn't false and doesn't care to be You're too afraid to really be Someone who isn't false and doesn't care to be (be yourself, let you come through) Fake! Fake! Fake! Fake! Fake! You'll regret it, you'll regret it! Fake! You'll regret it, you'll regret it! Fake! You'll regret it, you'll regret it! Fake! You'll regret it, you'll regret it! Fake! You'll regret it, you'll regret it! Fake! You'll regret it, you'll regret it! Fake! You'll regret it, you'll regret it! Fake! You'll regret it, you'll regret it! Let it all go! Let it all go! Let it all go! Let it all go! Let it all go! Let it all go! Let it all go! Let it all go!
I would like to search inside for all of the things that you will hide What's the problem? Can't you seem to search through these problems that haunt and taunt you? I smile while you're afraid You run while you're so in pain Do you ever see it outside your fears? Thinkin' about your life Thinkin' about your inner fears Do you ever see it out from side your fears? Thinkin' about your life Thinkin' about your inner fears I would like to search inside for all of the things that you will hide What's the problem? Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you? Do you ever see it outside your fears? Thinkin' about your life Thinkin' about your inner fears Do you ever see it out from side your fears? Thinkin' about your life Thinkin' about your inner fears I want you to see the life you have disguised The world of things that hurt you Fucked all these useless lies I want you to fear the you wound up inside Once I took you in I'll throw you out next time I tried you win My life is rippin' your heart out and destroyin' my pain! Go! Do you ever see it outside your fears? Thinkin' about your life Thinkin' about your inner fears Do you ever see it out from side your fears? Thinkin' about your life Thinkin' about your inner fears Do you ever see it outside your fears? Thinkin' about your life Thinkin' about your inner fears Do you ever see it outside your fears? Thinkin' about your life Thinkin' about your inner fears
I keep asking: "What's your lie?" It is disturbing, this eases my mind Days keep passing, one notch at a time I don't feel right, please God let me sleep tonight Every day confronted, circumvents giving in, I just wanna know why Want to give it up, no, I can't escape Want to give it up, no, I can't escape Want to give it up, no, I can't escape Want to give it up, no, I can't escape I keep asking: "Will you again please try?" It is haunting, this takes my mind Days keep passing, line after line I don't feel right, please God don't let me die tonight Die tonight, die tonight, die tonight Every day confronted, circumvents giving in, I just wanna know why Want to give it up, no, I can't escape Want to give it up, no, I can't escape Want to give it up, no, I can't escape Want to give it up, no, I can't escape Please, God; please, God Please, God, help me; please, God, free me Please, God, help me from my painful situation Please, God, help me; please, God, free me Please God save me from my painful situation Please, God, help me; please, God, free me Please God save me from my painful situation Please, God, don't let me give in tonight, please, God Oh, please, God, don't let me give in tonight, please, God Oh, please, God, don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die Please, God, don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die
Mother, please forgive me I just had to get out all my pain and suffering Now that I am done Remember I will always love you I'm your son Little child Looking so pretty Come out and play I'll be your daddy Innocent child Looking so sweet I'll rape your mind And now your flesh I reap You raped, I feel dirty It hurt, as a child Tied down, "That's a good boy" And fuck, your own child I scream, no one hears me It hurt, I'm not a liar My God, saw you watch Mommy, why your own child? Little child Looking so pretty Come out and play I'll be your daddy You raped, I feel dirty It hurt, as a child Tied down, "That's a good boy" And fuck, your own child I scream, no one hears me It hurt, I'm not a liar My God, saw you watch Mommy, why? It's alright You raped, I feel dirty It hurt, as a child Tied down, "That's a good boy" And fuck, your own child I weep, no one hears me It hurt, as a child Tied down, no one hit me And raped your own child I'm sick, no one hears me It hurt, as a child Tied down, "That's a good boy" You fucked your own child I speak, no one hears me It hurt, as a child Tied down, no one hears me Mommy, why your own child? I didn't touch you there Mommy said she didn't care I didn't touch you there That's why mommy stopped and stared Little child Looking so sweet I rape your mind And not your flesh I eat You raped, I feel dirty It hurt, as a child Tied down, "That's a good boy" And fuck, your own child I scream, no one hears me It hurt, I'm not a liar My God, saw you watch Mommy, why your own child? You raped, I feel dirty It hurt, I'm not a liar My God, saw you watching Daddy, why your own child? Yeah, I scream, no one hears me It hurt, I'm not a liar My God, saw you watch Mommy, why your own child? You raped, I feel dirty It hurt, not a liar My God, saw you watching Mommy, why your own child? I scream, no one hears me It hurt, I'm not a liar My God, saw you watch Mommy, why? I fuckin' hate you Oh, you fucker Motherfucker, I fuckin' hate you Fuck you, you son of a bitch You fuckin' ruined my life I wanted to die I'm sick of it, motherfucker You fuckin' bitch I hate you I fuckin' hate you I hate you Piece of shit Why? When I awake I'll see your face When I awake I'll see your light When I awake I'll see your face When I awake I'll see your light Mother, awake me from my dreams Mother, awake me in Thy light Hand in hand we are dancing together Dancing together in Thy Light When I awake I'll see your face When I awake I'll see your light When I awake I'll see your face When I awake I'll see your light Mother, awake me from my dreams Mother, awake me in Thy light Hand in hand Hi, Geri Uh, is it okay if I come over and take a look at your exhaust manifold on your Dodge Dart? I've got a piece missing somewhere on mine, and I'm not sure what it is I wanna see what you got on yours, ha-ha Throttle lever strikes dash-pot rod, the rod must push diaphragm back Before it can move back, air must be pushed up in This causes diaphragm to move slowly when throttle valve is moved away Stream will force diaphragm out, the air must now vent, dash-pot is ready to work again (Mhm, see this?) I don't care what that— (The rod, that they're talking about—) I don't care what that looks like Geri, I'm telling you what the dash-pot is Where's the dash-pot on here, Geri? (I don't know) Dash-pot is inside. Geri. where it's hooked up at And that is not made— That is not made to regulate the fuckin' choke goin' back & forth! (And that's not the end-loader?) That's so you can get pure fuel in there As soon as you start cranking it over, whoa! It will start sucking, and when I start sucking, this choke here— 'Cause you can't just have pure fuel, it won't light, you have to have a little bit of oxygen It sucks open and it cracks the choke like this And that's how that works (That is not what you just said) I said no, Geri, the heating is the motherfucking spring! This one here, as soon as you start turnin' over the engine It's supposed to pull it back when the vacuum starts When the vacuum starts, nothin' to do with fuckin' heat, vacuum (Why are you screaming?) Because you said— you said "It's supposed to work off heat!" no, Geri (You said "As the car gradually warms up...") As it gradually warms up, this motherfucker with the coil, the spring, opens it up This has already done it's job, the only thing its job is to do is when you're cranking the engine up After it's been choked, all it does is pull back, and it cracks it open just a pinch (Then you don't know what it's called) The Choke Vacuum Diaphragm I mean, it's right there in the book (Sure it is) Oh God, you're a hard, hard woman to live with (If it was right here in the book, I would have found it) Oh you motherfucker, you asshole, you stupid son of a bitch, you showed it to me! (What?) You showed me the god damn thing in the book what it was called, that's what I knew what it was! (Get out of here and quit yelling at me) No, Geri, you're fucked! (I haven't seen that in there) "I haven't seen it", you stupid son of a bitch (That vacuum thing? Yes) (We don't know what the little business is.) (It doesn't explain anything, I haven't read anything that explains that) I told you what it says (Yeah, you did, yes, yesterday) I just told you what it did And you're sittin' there saying you never saw that before and yet you're the one that fuckin' showed me it, Geri (You stink like gas) (I told you that fuckin' fuel filter was not on there) (It's not that fuckin' orange business hanging across the god damn business) Let's try rebuilding the fucking carburetor first, Geri Let me tell you something, Geri Let me tell you a little secret Geri (Don't tell me any secrets, be quiet) Oh, man, I quit, I am fed up, I mean I tell you something and you fuckin' don't believe me You show me something and you still don't fuckin' believe me (I can't show you anything Michael, because your head is blank) Well you're sitting there telling me that motherfucker isn't that Well that's not how it works Well, Geri, a mechanic told me that's how it works (Who's talking about the truck? We're talking about—) A Dodge Dart, on slant 6 (You have lost your mind) What are you talkin' about? (My God)
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Pain Buried so far away Into my life of nothing Sick of the same old thing So I dig a hole and bury pain Sick of the same old thing So I dig a hole and bury pain I am so high always Burying my life so slowly Sick of the same old thing! So I dig a hole and bury pain! Sick of the same old thing! So I dig a hole and bury pain! Sick of the same old thing! So I dig a hole and bury pain! Sick of the same old thing! So I dig a hole and bury pain! It opens my mind to feelings Can't face boredom without something Sick of the same old thing! So I dig a hole and bury pain! Sick of the same old thing! So I dig a hole and bury pain! Sick of the same old thing! So I dig a hole and bury pain! Sick of the same old thing! So I dig a hole and bury pain! Re-entering my head Feeling like I'm God With the world around me Can't you feel this pain? Reaming through my heart! Screaming through my voice! Nothing I can kill! Screaming a lie I am! Can't you tear my eyes out? Can't you take my heart away to heart? Goodbye Sick of the same old thing! So I dig a hole and bury pain! Sick of the same old thing! So I dig a hole and bury pain! Sick of the same old thing! So I dig a hole and bury pain! Sick of the same old thing! So I dig a hole and bury pain! Pain! Pain! Pain! Pain! Pain! Pain! Pain! Pain!
Why can't I decide, why my feelings I hide? Always screwing with my mind, a thorn in my spine Oh sure, it feels fine, wasting all our time In the back of my mind, a thorn in my spine. Wait, see it before my eyes Why do I turn away? Looking all the time at your face so blind Feeling uptight, always the same fight Hey, man, now decide, go ahead take your time Kissing all the time that thorn in my spine Wait, you cannot see inside Why play yourself out that way? Why you and me always hate? Wait, weren't you my friend? Pain and rage and fear I feel Pain and rage and fear I feel Pain and rage and fear I feel Pain and rage and fear I feel Pain and rage and fear I feel Pain and rage and fear I feel Pain and rage and fear I feel Pain and rage and fear I feel Hey, man, look inside, now you need your own life Remember me, guy? That thorn in your spine Waiting all the time, I'm doing mighty fine Remember me, guy? That thorn in your spine Wait, you cannot see inside Why play yourself out that way? Why you and me always hate Wait, weren't you my friend? Wait, you were my friend Wait, you were my friend Wait, you were my friend Wait, you were my friend
Fuck yes Always I'm locked in my head Know pain, you don't know what I have had By now, I'm so for sure Right now, I am yours My sorrow, I swallow Follow me, oh hell no It came unknown to me Paranoid is controlling all of me Somehow, a terror so pure Right now, shit, I'm yours My sorrow, I swallow Follow me all, oh, hell no Wasn't me, I swallow Forgive me, I don't know Oh, hell no Oh, hell no Oh, hell no This thing I follow The place, I'm too scared to fuckin' go A freak, that I'm sure A freak, that is yours My sorrow, I swallow Follow me all, oh, hell no Wasn't me, I swallow Forgive me, I don't know I swallow I swallow Freak Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak Punk ass sissy, I'm a freak
You came into my life Without a single thing I gave into your ways Which left me with nothing I've given into smiles I fell for your games I wish so bad right now I hadn't let you in Won't you get the fuck out of my face now? Won't you get the fuck out of my face now? In the sea of life, you're just a minnow Live your life insecure Feel the pain of your needles As they shit into my brain I scream without a sound How could you take away Everything that I was Made me a fucking slave Your face that I despise Your heart inside that's gray I came today to say You're fucked in every way Won't you get the fuck out of my face now? Won't you get the fuck out of my face now? In the sea of life, you're just a minnow Live your life insecure I feel the pain of your needles As they shit into my mind You stole my life Without a sign You sucked me dry Won't you get the fuck out of my face now? Won't you get the fuck out of my face now? Won't you get the fuck out of my face now? Won't you get the fuck out of my face now? Won't you get the fuck out of my face now? Won't you get the fuck out of my face now? Won't you get the fuck out of my face now? Won't you get the fuck out of my face now? In the sea of life, you're just a minnow Live your life insecure Feel the pain of your needles As they shit into my mind You stole my life Without a sign You sucked me dry
The time has come to realize, What you are, what you've done inside. The time has come, All have something to talk about, I will too. Looking back, And now I realize, How much you really liked him, This child's mind you terrorized. You came to him, He really didn't know your lies. Now his innocence's gone, He's that child you terrorized. This fucking thing that I feel, It came to me from you. This fucking thing that I, Because of you. My childhood is gone, Because I loved you. My childhood is gone, Because I loved you. Be my neighbor! Looking back, And now I realize, How much you really loved him, This child's mind you've hypnotized. You came to him, He really didn't know your lies. Now his innocence's gone, I'm that child you terrorized. This fucking thing that I feel, It came to me from you. This fucking thing that I feel, Because of you. My childhood is gone, Because I loved you. My childhood is gone, Because I loved you. Be my neighbor! Be my neighbor! My neighbor. Fred told me everybody was my neighbor, They took advantage of me, You let them take their turns hitting me. I wish I would have never watched you, You really made my childhood a failure, What a fucking neighbor. Fred told me everybody was my neighbor, They took advantage of me, You let them take their turns hitting me. I wish I would have never watched you, You really made my childhood a failure, What a fucking neighbor! I hate you! I will too. I hate you! I will too. I hate you! I will too. I hate you! I hate you! Be my neighbor! Be my neighbor! This fucking thing that I feel! This fucking thing that I feel! My childhood is gone! My childhood is gone! This fucking thing that I feel! This fucking thing that I feel! My childhood is gone! My childhood is gone! I will too. I will too. I will too. I will too. I will too. I will too. I will too. I will too. I will too. I will too.
Fuck you titty sucking two balled bitch, With a fat green clit, My big corhoto bitch. Oh shit, fucking ass, Licking piss sucking cunt. These nuts on your lips, Kentucky fried Kung-Pao clits. I don't know what to say! So what, don't give a fuck! Man, I don't know what to say! So what? Saggy tits swinging, Between your fat crusty armpits. Big ass hairy mole, Between your pussy lips. Fuck shit cock dick cunt tit barf piss, Balls ass pecker queef. Oh shit fuck bitch, Damn fucking diarrhea slut with HIV. I don't know what to say! So what, don't give a fuck! Man, I don't know what to say! So what, don't give a fuck! Man, I don't know what to say! So what, don't give a fuck! Man, I don't know what to say! So what? I have fought to find something to say. But now I've found something to say. Fuck you! Punk ass bitch! Fuck you! Punk ass bitch! I don't know what to say! So what, don't give a fuck! Man, I don't know what to say! So what, don't give a fuck! Man, I don't know what to say! So what, don't give a fuck! Man, I don't know what to say! So what? Cunt! Fuck! Shit! Bitch!
Ha ha ha I see your faces and I do not understand why Each time I dream you're standing there, right by my side Why do you make me? You take my pride and in my eyes You kinda rape me... inside I have no place to run and hide I have no place to hide, which I like Some will look at the time I looked back into my life You wanna touch me to see what's in my eyes Why do you make me remember my hate, all this shame? Don't you hate me? Sometimes I have no place to run and hide I have no place to hide, which I like I have no place to run so come on follow me I have no place to run so come on follow me I have no place to run so come on follow me I have no place to run so come on follow me I have no place to run so come on follow me I have no place to run so come on follow me I have no place to run so come on follow me I have no place to run Which I like... I like Which I like... I like Which I like... I like Which I like... I like Which I like... I like Which I like... I like Which I like... I like Which I like... I like I have no place to run and hide I have no place to hide, which I like I have no place to run and hide I have no place to hide, which I like
Yo Chuck, we got runnin mixes in the headphones Wicked! One, two, three and I come with the wicked style And you know that I'm from the wicked crew, you act like you knew But I got everybody jumpin' to the voodoo You kickin' wicked rhymes, picket signs, while me and my mob got a truck load of 9's Drop then I'll slay ya, bang, bang, birthday for the A-hole Ready to Buck! Buck! Buck! But it's a must to Duck! Duck! Duck! Before I bust ya! Lookin' for the one that did it You want my vote? No your never gonna get it Cause I'm the one with the tight mad skills And I won't choke like the Buffalo Bills, Sittin' at the pad just chillin' Larry Parker just got 2 million, oh what a fuckin' feelin' That nigga done past me the peel, and I slam dunk it like Shaquille O'Neal Wicked, wreckin' Baby, I'll rock that test tube baby, take it 'Cause I get Wicked! Wicked! Wicked! But now I'm in your face Don't say nothin' just listen Got me a plan to break Tyson out of prison You goin' my way you get served Still got a deuce then I bunny hop the curb Nappy head, nappy chest, nappy chin, never seen with a happy grin Gotta phat frown cause I'm down, so take a look around All you see is big black boots, step in, use my steel toe as a weapon And it's awfully quiet, you want to live with this nigga to with a stick Uh, but that's nasty, cause I got a body count like Ice-T From here to New York I get them skins, and I ain't talkin' about pork Your sly, you pig, dig Listen from the flow from a soul fro'ed caucasion Your picket signs, you know all This funky ass wisdom picket But your talkin' Wicked! Wicked! Wicked! But now I'm in your face People wanna know how come I get a gat And I'm sittin' at the window like Malcolm Ready to bring that noise and kinda trigger happy like the Ghetto Boys December 29th was power to the people, ya'll might just see a sequel 'Cause police got equal, hate, a horse is a pig that don't fly straight I'm doin' Daryl Gates but it's Willie Williams, I'm down with the pilgrims I'm through with the picket signs So I think the job is dead, get out 'Cause I get Wicked! Wicked! Wicked! But now I'm in your face 'Cause I get Wicked! Wicked! Wicked! But now I'm in your face Wicked! 'Cause I'm Wicked! Wicked! Wicked! But now I'm in your face 'Cause I'm Wicked! Wicked! Wicked! But now I'm in your face Wicked! Oh asshole well I come I come say Fuck you! What the hell are you talkin' about?
Honestly, somehow it always seems That I'm dreamin' of somethin' I can never be It doesn't matter to me 'Cause I will always be that pimp that I see in all of my fantasies I don't know your fuckin' name So what? Let's... Screamin' to be the only way That I can truly be free from my fucked up reality So I dream and stroke it harder 'Cause it's so fun to see my face starin' back at me I don't know your fuckin' name So what? Let's fuck! All day, I dream about sex All day, I dream about fuckin' All day, I dream about fuckin' All day, I dream about sex Yes, all day, I dream about sex And all day, I dream about sex Yes, all day, I dream about sex And all day, I dream about sex Yes, all day, I dream about sex And all day, I dream about sex Yes, all day, I dream about sex All day, I dream about sex All day, I dream about fuckin' All day, I dream about sex All day, I dream about fuckin'
Shit All my friends drive a lowrider And the lowrider is a little lower Take a little trip, take a little trip Take a little trip, you and me Aw, yeah Aw shit, aw shit Uh, yup
I hate writing shit, it is so stupid What's my problem today? Maybe I'm depressed Maybe I'm helpless To what comes out my hand Pain Pain Pain Pain I hate writing shit, it is so stupid Why do I feel this way? Feelings in my heart I'm in way too far Can't it Won't go away Pain Pain Pain Pain Before long My song Is dying Before long My song Is dying I hate writing shit, ain't looking forward to it What's fucked-up today? Writing all this time Feeling all that's mine Comes right out my hand Pain Pain Pain Pain Before long My song Is dying Before long My song Is dying Tell me now I want to know Is that me inside you see? Is this fair I gotta let this song inside me Free Just set me free Just set me free Just set me free Just set me free It just set me free It just set me free It just set me free It just set me free It just set me free It just set me free It just set me free It just set me free Before long My song Is dying Before long My song Is dying That's why I die That's why I try
Living life, don't you cry My life, pain is God Many nights, painful thoughts occur Yell at me, again I'm numb In denial, I tried to be your friend I tried to be a good boy All I see, a hate deep inside Startle me, someone save me Now, these memories fill my heart! They bury me! All I wanna do! (You are not my real mother) Is kill you! (I'll beat and stab and fuck her) All I wanna do! (you are not my real mother) Is kill you! (I'll beat and stab and fuck her) All I wanna do! (you are not my real mother) Is kill you! (I'll beat and stab and fuck her) All I wanna do! (you are not my real mother) Is kill you! (I'll beat and stab and fuck her) Looking back, I was never ever right You were my step-mom Who always wanted me out of your sight I would come walking in, and I'd say hello But you slap me And you make some fucked up comment about my clothes Then I tried to let it pass But the visions in my head Were with you With a knife up your ass, laying dead So I pop some more caps in your ass Now your son is not so fun Motherfucking bitch! Never try to play me! You made my life not so good All I wanna do Is kill you! All I wanna do Is kill you! All I wanna do (you are not my real mother) Is kill you! (I'll beat and stab and fuck her) All I wanna do (you are not my real mother) Is kill you! (I'll beat and stab and fuck her) Wish you were dead now! Ahaha! How... I know... How can I cry over Someone I never loved? How can I Cry over someone I never loved? Never loved Never loved
Come on Save some for me It's what I like I wanna play You know it's time Something is calling I can't keep from falling, come on It's on! You see it's my fault Angels stabbing me inside Nothing changes Just rearranges for me this time Once I cave in What can I fight? I can never win Myself I don't like I don't like, I don't like, I don't like Something is calling I can't keep falling, come on It's on! You see it's my fault Angels stabbing me inside Nothing changes Just rearranges for me this time This time, this time For me inside Put me inside Hold me this time Put me inside Come on It's on! Come on It's on! Come on It's on! Come on Come on It's on!
Something takes a part of me Something lost and never seen Every time I start to believe Something's raped and taken from me, from me Life's gotta always be messing with me (you wanna see the light) Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I) Can't I take away all this pain? (You wanna see the light) I try to every night, all in vain, in vain Sometimes I cannot take this place Sometimes it's my life I can't taste Sometimes I cannot feel my face You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me You and I were meant to be A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me Feeling like a freak on a leash (you wanna see the light) Feeling like I have no release (so do I) How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light) Nothing in my life is free, is free Sometimes I cannot take this place Sometimes it's my life I can't taste Sometimes I cannot feel my face You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me You and I were meant to be A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me Go So fight, something on the ming-a-boo Fight, some things they fight So something on the ming-a-boo Fight, some things they fight Fight, something on the ming-a-boo No, some things they fight Fight something on the ming-a-boo Fight, some things they fight Something takes a part of me You and I were meant to be A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me Part of me Part of me Part of me Oh
Hate, something, sometime, someway Something kicked off the front for me Something inside I'll never ever follow So give me something that is for real I'll never ever follow Get your boogie on Get your boogie on Hate, something, someway, each day Feeling ripped off again, no Why? This shit inside Now everyone will follow So give me nothing, just feel And all the shit will follow God paged me I'll never see the light Who wants to see? God told me I've already got the life Oh, I say God paged me I'll never see the light Who wants to see? God told me I've already got the life Oh, I say Each day I can feel it swallow Inside something torn from me I don't feel your deathly ways Each day I feel so hollow Inside always beating me You'll never see So come dance with me Dance with me Dance with me Dance with me Dance with me Dance with me Dance with me Me God paged me I'll never see the light Who wants to see? God told me I've already got the life Oh, I say God paged me I'll never see the light Who wants to see? God told me I've already got the life Got the life Got the life Got the life Got the life Got the life Got the life Got the life Got the life Got the life
Come on, step inside And you will realize Tell me what you need Tell me what to be What's your vision you'll see? What do you expect of me? I can't live that lie Hate a sick mom with a fucked dad Dealing with your life dead bodies everywhere You really want me to be a good son Why you make me feel like no one? Let me strip the plain Let me not give in Free me of your life Inside my heart dies Your dreams never achieved Don't lay that shit on me Let me live my life Hate a sick mom with a fucked dad Dealing with your life dead bodies everywhere You Really want me to be a good son Why you make me feel like no one? You want me to be something I can never ever be You want me to be something I can never ever be A sick mom with a fucked dad Dealing with your life dead bodies everywhere You really want me to be a good son Why you make me feel like no one? Dead bodies everywhere Dead bodies everywhere Dead bodies everywhere Dead bodies everywhere Dead bodies everywhere Dead bodies everywhere Dead bodies everywhere Dead bodies everywhere
Attention all parents Report to your local therapist Report to your local church Report to your local police department It's going down Glaring into my son's eyes reveals a pain I felt her in the day (insanity) It was all about the pussy If you can get it A little girl like me never fucking liked it Uh, we ain't taking no more We ain't taking no more, go So save me (stop fuckin' with me, stop fuckin' with me) And the children are born (stop fuckin' with me) You feel it through me (stop fuckin' with me, stop fuckin' with me) (Stop fuckin' with me) You're the children of the Korn (stop fuckin' with me) Drunk as fuck in the alley, makin' noise with the double pump (uh) Bring your boys to the party, we can double up (double up) Double rowdy, double 'bout it, hardcore teenager (yeah) Fuckin' bitches major (uh) Catch me if you can (ha) Fuck the law with my dick in my hand We comin' rough, generation triple X (triple X) We all about the weed, smoke and the kinky sex Nigga, what? (nigga, what?) So save me (yeah, save me, save me) And the children are born (yo) You feel it through me (stop fuckin' with me, stop fuckin' with me) (Stop fuckin' with me) We're the children of the Korn (stop fuckin' with me) Called a fag all my life, then I got it so fine It's so pretty like me (insanity) Go figure, once a fag, now a player Baptized and born (what, what, what, what?) I'm the children of the Korn (children of the Korn) (Children of the Korn) (I'm the firstborn) Fuck authority Hit yo' ass in the head with my .40 (.40) You gon' see more of me After school, you better run to your car (run) Class clown already know I'm a star The children of the Korn was born From your torn and twisted ass ways (ways) Now you look amazed (amazed) I'm sittin' in a daze (daze), in a purple haze (haze) You better check my pulse 'cause nothin' seem to phase, bitch (nothin' seem to phase) The children of the Korn, children of the Korn Nothin' seem to phase The children of the Korn, the children of the Korn Look and see, I feel the parents hating me (Hurtin' me, you hurtin' me) Why don't you step outside and feel me? (Feel me, feel me, feel me) How you gon' tell me where to skate, who to date? How to fuck, how to kiss, who to love, who to diss? How to live, what it is, something gotta give Parents or the kids, it won't be the kids (what?) It won't be the kids (what?) We're talking shit 'cause life is a bitch (yeah, life is a bitch) You know it is, everybody tryna get rich, god-damn (everybody) All I wanna do is live, all I wanna do is live All I wanna do is live (all I wanna do is live) (All I wanna do is live, yeah) All I wanna do is live (all I wanna do is live, all I wanna do is live) All I wanna do is live, shit All I wanna do is live All I want to do (insanity) All I want to do (stop fuckin' with me, insanity) All I want to do is live Stop fuckin' with me, bitch!
So you see I've gotten this far Please, give me some place to rage I'm not trying to go there So take me away Life sometimes pisses me off It's never a good trip for me Every time I reach for love It's taken away Night, so I play Give me a sign This is day Give me some patience, so I pray It's time to die Is that what I want? There's nothing wrong wanting to be loved Is there something wrong with me? For once in my life, I'd like to be really set free Let me be me Night, so I play Give me a sign This is day Give me some guidance, so I pray It's time to die Is that what I want? Take me away Taken away Take me away Takin' me away Night, so I play Give me a sign This is day Give me some patience, so I pray It's time to die Is that what I want? Night, so I play Give me the sign This is day Give me some guidance, so I pray It's time to die Is that what I want?
So, so young Raped But I don't realize Small white legs Broke The pain between her thighs I see your pretty face Smashed against the bathroom floor What a disgrace Who do I feel sorry for? Skin so cold How could someone steal a life? Takes the blame Wait I got some shit to say I see your pretty face Smashed against the bathroom floor What a disgrace Who do I feel sorry for? Smashed and raped Not again, this is a real crime What a pretty face Who do I feel sorry for? Wait, something Now rips my Heart and takes My soul, I Wait, too late Now, I feel Hurt inside Take my soul away Away (away) I see your pretty face Smashed against the bathroom floor What a disgrace Who do I feel sorry for? Smashed and raped Not again, this is a real crime What a pretty face Who do I feel sorry for?
Say what, say what? Say what, say what? Say what, say what? I say what, say what? My dick is bigger than yours I say what, say what? I say what, say what? I say what, say what? My band is bigger than yours Too bad I got your beans in my bag You stuck-up suckah, Korny motherfucker Taking over flows is the Limp, pimp Need a Bizkit to save this crew from Jon Davis I'm gonna drop a little east side skill You best step back, 'cause I'mma kill, I'mma kill So what you thinking, Mr. Raggedy man? Doing all you can to look like Raggedy Ann Check you out, punk Yes, I know you feel it You look like one of those dancers From the Hanson video, you little faggot hoe Please give me some shit to wank with 'Cause right now I'm all it, kid Suck my dick, kid, like your daddy did Who the fuck you think you're talking to? I'm known for eating little whiny chumps like you All up in my face with that, are you ready? But halitosis, is all you're rocking steady You little fairy, smelling on your flowers Nappy hairy chest, look, it's Austin Powers I hear ya tweeting on them fag-pipes, Clyde But you said it best, there's no place to hide What the fuck you saying? You're a pimp whatever, Limp dick Fred Durst needs to rehearse Needs to reverse what he's saying Wanna-be funk doobiest when you're playing Ripping up a bad counterfeit faking Plus your bills I'm paying You can't eat that shit every day, Fred Lay off the bacon Say what, say what? You better watch your fucking mouth, Jon So you hate me! And I hate you! You know what, you know what? It's all in the family! I hate you! And you hate me! You know what? It's all in the family! Look at you, fool I'm gonna fuck you up twice Throwing rhymes at me like Oh shit alright, Vanilla Ice You better run, run while you can Can never fuck me up, Bisc Limpkit At least I got a phat original band Who's hot, who's not? You best step back, Korn on the cob You need a new job, time to take them mic skills Back to the dentist and buy yourself a new grill You pumpkin pie, I'll jack-off in your eye Climbing shoots and ladders while your ego shatters But you just can't get away Because it's doomsday kid, it's doomsday So I hate you! And you hate me! You know what, you know what? It's all in the family! I hate you! And you hate me! You know what, you know what? It's all in the family! You call yourself a singer? You're more like Jerry Springer Your favorite band is Winger And all you eat is Zingers You're like a Fruity Pebble Your favorite flag is rebel It's just too bad that you're a fag And on a lower level So, you're from Jacksonville? Kicking it like Buffalo Bill Getting butt-fucked by your uncle Chuck While your sister's on her knees waiting for your little peanut Wait, where'd you get that little dance? Like them idiots in Waco You're burning up in Bako Where your father had your mother Your mother had your brother It's just too bad your father's mad Your mother's now your lover Come on, hillbilly Can your horse do a fucking wheelie? You love it down south and boy You sure do got a purdy mouth I hate you! And you hate me You know what, you know what? It's all in my family! And I hate you! And you hate me! You know what, you know what? It's all in my family! And I love you! And I want you! And I'll suck you! And I'll fuck you! And I'll butt-fuck you! And I'll eat you! And I'll lick your little dick motherfucker! Say what, say what?
What the fuck? I'm so numb, therefore I can't relate I'm so dumb, there is nothing to hate Really is it me, or is it fate? Give me peace, or release for fuck sake Give them something to say Something super fly, never played All I hear is disgrace Erase them all and reclaim my place In the past I was known as a freak Had no friends, picked on 'cause I was weak Save my ass, I got into this band Never thought the band would pick on the man Give them something to say Something super fly, never played All I hear is disgrace Erase them all and reclaim my place Say it to my face So I look around at all these stupid little faces Something I can never slap, but I embrace You'll never ever see, you'll never ever be You want to fuck around? Then come and fuck with me You think you can't relate? You'll never ever find You think you feel my pain? Look at me and you will find My fate you always raped! I will always be the same You want to fuck with me? Come on, fuckin' play! Now! You can feel it my heart beats down Yes, you feel it come, right now You can feel it my heart beats down Yes, you feel it come, right now You can feel it now my heart beats down Yes, you feel it come, bow down Give them something to say Something super fly, never played All I hear is disgrace Erase them all and reclaim my place What the fuck? What the fuck? (So) What the fuck? What the fuck? (So) What the fuck? What the fuck? What a fuck? What the fuck? What a fuck? What the fuck? What a fuck? What the... fuck?
Fuck all that bullshit! You watch me play I look away Your lights turn bright You found the light Take, off in space You and I Take, off in space You and I You're gonna die! Wanna meet me, why? I wish I had your strength Inside your soul escapes Take, off in space You and I Take, off in space You and I Cry, into me Give me Something Alright! The kids that die Listening to me You are alive! Time for change You and I stay Take, off in space You and I Take, off in space You and I I, I, I...
Every day it gets a little harder Can't seem to get away And I remember there's a certain place A place I wish I'd stay I feel so lost within, pressured I'm headed for that day Just one thought in my head, really Do I need this fame? Every time goddamn I look at my seed I see something I can't be Beautiful and carefree That's how I used to be Like some goddamn fucking freak I'm so pressured, I'm so weak Something takes a hold of me Something I can't believe I lay in bed at night and wonder Should I go on this way? It's the only thing I really got for now And it's called fame Every time goddamn I look at my seed I see something I can't be Beautiful and carefree That's how I used to be Like some goddamn fucking freak I'm so pressured, I'm so weak Something takes a hold of me Something I can't believe So I see this face so innocent and fine (so fine) So I see this face and I realize it's mine So I see this face so innocent and fine (so fine) So I see this face and I realize it's mine Every time goddamn I look at my seed I see something I can't be Beautiful and carefree That's how I used to be Like some goddamn fucking freak I'm so pressured, I'm so weak Something takes a hold of me Something I can't believe Like some goddamn fucking freak Like some goddamn fucking freak Like some goddamn fucking freak Like some goddamn fucking freak
I should have learned it from the start what I was in for She break a tin full, she copied, we exchanged some info Called her on the tele, conversation were simple Ain't playing game, my game, retain the tempo And things, no shame, two sparks turned into flames Nympho's in the park, just dancing in the rain Me with this fix and look to drain my aim Some never retain what wouldn't suck from your veins So baby I ask you What do you want from me? So baby I ask you What do you want from me? So baby I ask you What do you want from me? So baby I ask you What do you want from me? So baby I ask you What do you want from me? So baby I ask you What do you want from me? So baby I ask you What do you want from me? So baby I ask you What do you want? You see this time I cannot ever love another cunt You trick ass slut Love twice and you'll get fucked You see this time I cannot ever love another cunt You trick ass slut Love twice and you'll get fucked Breathless, restless from the pain that passed A shame 'cause the game kept playing me wrong Promised not to ever sing a damn love song Until I realised who the fuck I am A man out of sync with his own program Trying to find some kind of interlink A man out of sync with his own program Trying to find some kind of interlink So baby I ask you What do you want from me? So baby I ask you What do you want from me? So baby I ask you What do you want from me? So baby I ask you What do you want from me? You see this time I cannot ever love another cunt You trick ass slut Love twice and you'll get fucked You see this time I cannot ever love another cunt You trick ass slut Love twice and you'll get fucked Ah yeah, she's the epitome of sweet misery The sweeter the stroke, the deeper the pain Your brittle bones as an angel, angle sex driven Dangerous sex kitten, warm as a mitten Fitting like a glove with abstract relations Testing all my paitence, push comes to shove Emotional masturbation fucking with my love Fucking with my life, fucking all of the above You see this time I cannot ever love another cunt You trick ass slut Love twice and you'll get fucked You see this time I cannot ever love another cunt You trick ass slut Love twice and you'll get fucked You see this time I cannot ever love another cunt You trick ass slut Love twice and you'll get fucked You see this time I cannot ever love another cunt You trick ass slut Love twice and you'll get fucked
There you were my precious Not long ago Hiding behind the shadows Of your broken soul Why is it always you want something, You can never have? Why did you try to tempt me? How could you be this way? Your throat I take grasp Then your eyes roll back Love racing through my veins Your heart stops beating Black orgasms I kiss your lifeless skin There you were my precious, With your broken soul Rubbing my crotch elated, Taking control Why is it always you fuck up something, You've always had? Why did you try to tempt me? How could you be so cold? Your throat I take grasp Then your eyes roll back Love racing through my veins Your heart stops beating Black orgasms I kiss your lifeless skin Here I am, just a man Feeling pain, gives me life Relieving yours is my plan I'd do anything, just to see through your eyes Just to see through your eyes Just to see through your eyes Just to see through your eyes Just to see through your eyes Just to see through your eyes Just to see through your eyes Just to see through your eyes Just to see through your I hate you! Can't you feel the pain? I hate you! Can't you feel the pain? I hate you! Can't you feel the pain? I hate you! Can't you feel the pain? I hate you! Can't you feel the pain? I hate you! Can't you feel the pain? I hate you! Can't you feel the pain? I hate you! Your throat I take grasp Then your eyes roll back Love racing through my veins Your heart stops beating Black orgasms I kiss your lifeless skin Lifeless skin! Lifeless skin! Lifeless skin! Lifeless skin!
I said, "I smoke every now and then" But when I really need one, I gotta have one Just dyin', great tricks (Yeah, so?) To the 6-9, that was a double deuce (You said someone about someone about, "It's on") See? That's all (What does this thing do? Oh there it goes) Where you goin'? (I'm right here, what are you doing?) I'll do black and white trip? (Uh-huh) Oh, gotta get 'em X skin on the black and white (yeah) You know what it is? (Of course) It's like an in-between thing (Oh, I didn't know about this) I'm not black, I'm not white (where, where's, where's the switch?) I'm kind, you know (Where's the switch?) Where's what switch? (Where's the black and white switch?) Oh you gotta get it fixed up? Right over here (You see, this is dust, everything here is dust) (Danny, what up? Is that your lover?) Yeah (Really?) I love BBQ's (So now that) The only reason I barbecue on 'em on Wednesdays Is because he fuckin', fuckin' falls in the grill Little beaner Hehe (Oh, what was that?) Little fuckin' tooth Carlos did it no, hehe (Carlos?) Hey now, you can do it on command? You know as, know well as you do, you can come whenever you want (Tacos) I'm the one who gave Taco his name, you know that? I said, can you believe that? I said, "We had that barbecue," and he goes "Oh, you wanna go to Taco?" Da-nuh-nuh, da-nuh-nuh, dah-dah-dahn Órale Where he at? My mama talk-a to me, tried to tell me how to live But I don't listen to her, 'cause my head is like a sieve My daddy, he disowned me 'cause I wear my sister's clothes He caught me in the bathroom with a pair of pantyhose My basketball coach, he done kick me off the team For wearin' high heels sneakers, 'cause I'm actin' like a queen Gonna tie my pecker to a tree, to a tree Gonna tie my pecker to a tree (Gonna tie his pecker to a tree) Getcha boogie on Go, head The Earth is comin' to an end, and I don't give a damn As long as I have my bitch, oh I'ma fuck you It don't bother me if people think I'm funny 'Cause I'm a big rockstar, and I make lots of money Money, money, money, money (are you talkin' pesos?) Money, ka-ching Ka-ching Lots of money Lots of money Lots of money (I'm so bloody rich) Lots of money Lots of motherfuckin' money I get lots I own shopping centers and parking lots And stocks, and all that shit I own you, ha You too You three For me Hee-hee Ho-ho Get your groove on Let's bring it back one more time, Jonathan Jonathan on them drums, gettin' even slower More groovin', slow that shit down crazy slow Come on, death, right here, slow, ah Don't give a fuck, break it out You even know, Boy George is on heroin We don't give a fuck Rick James is in a crackhouse And I'm fuckin' paying, that's all that matters The bomb is a fuckin' in house Loco Give me some
All I want in life is to be happy (happy) All I want in life is to be happy (happy) All I want in life is to be happy (happy) All I want in life is to be happy (happy) It seems funny to me How fucked things can be Every time I get ahead I feel more dead
Hey, I'm feeling tired My time, is gone today You flirt with suicide Sometimes, that's okay Do what others say I'm here, standing hollow Falling away from me Falling away from me Day, is here fading That's when, I would say I flirt with suicide Sometimes kill the pain I can always say It's gonna be better tomorrow Falling away from me Falling away from me Beating me down Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground Screaming some sound Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground (Falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (Falling away from me) It's lost and can't be found (Falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (Falling away from me) Slow it down Beating me down Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground Screaming some sound Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground Twisting me, they won't go away So I pray, go away Life's falling away from me It's falling away from me Life's falling away from me Fuck! Beating me down Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground Screaming some sound Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground (Falling away from me) beating me down Beating me, beating me (falling away from me) Down, down Into the ground (falling away from me) Screaming some sound Beating me, beating me (falling away from me) Down, down Into the ground
How did it start? Well, I don't know, I just feel the craving I see the flesh, and it smells fresh And it's just there for the taking These little girls They make me feel so goddamn exhilarated I fill them up, I can't give it up The pain that I'm just erasing I tell my lies, and I despise Every second I'm with you So I run away, and you still stay So what the fuck is with you? Your feelings, I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away I don't know why I'm so fucking cold I don't know why it hurts me All I wanna do is get with you And make the pain go away Why do I have a conscience? All it does is fuck with me Why do I have this torment? All I wanna do is fuck it away I tell my lies, and I despise Every second I'm with you So I run away, and you still stay So what the fuck is with you? Your feelings, I can't help but rape them And I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away I tell my lies, and I despise Every second I'm with you And I run away and you still stay So what the fuck is with you? Your feelings, I can't help but rape them I'm sorry, I don't feel the same My heart inside is constantly hating I'm sorry, I just throw you away I just throw you away I just throw you away I just throw you away I just throw you away
This shit right here is for you All your faces I can see You all think it's about me I'm about to break, this is my fate Am I still damned to a life Of misery and hate? You will never know What I'd do for you What you are Help me through I'd do it for you I could have, never lived If it wasn't, for you
Everyone is looking at me I can't get out of bed, there is evil in my head Everyone, just let me be Because when I hit the stage, it is gone and I am free Goddamn, you say you'll get up for me You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me Goddamn, you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me Tell me, how could this be? I am going insane, and I could not have my pain Everyone, please let me be Because when I hit the stage, it is gone, and I am free Goddamn, you say you'll get up for me You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me Goddamn, you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me I feel the shame, I'm not insane The things I feel now aren't the same Who gives a fuck if my life sucks? I just know one day I won't give up Everyone, just let me be Everyone, just let me be Everyone, just let me be Goddamn, you say you'll get up for me You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me Goddamn, you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me Goddamn, you say you'll get up for me You're the crowd, come on, give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me Be there for me Be there for me Be there for me Be there for me
I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation There's so much shit around me Such a lack of compassion I thought it would be fun and games (it would be fun and games) Instead it's all the same (instead it's all the same) I want something to do Need to feel the sickness in you I feel the reason as it's leaving me No, not again It's quite deceiving As I'm feeling the flesh make me bad All I do is look for you I need my fix, you need it too Just to get some sort of attention, attention What does it mean to you? (What does it mean to you?) For me, it's something I just do (I just do) I want something I need to feel the sickness in you I feel the reason as it's leaving me No, not again It's quite deceiving As I'm feeling the flesh make me bad I feel the reason as it's leaving me No, not again It's quite deceiving As I'm feeling the flesh make me bad I feel the reason as it's leaving me No, not again It's quite deceiving As I'm feeling the flesh make me bad (does it make me bad?) I feel the reason as it's leaving me No, not again (does it make me bad?) It's quite deceiving As I'm feeling the flesh make me bad (Does it make me bad?) (Does it make me bad?) (Does it make me bad?) (Does it make me bad?)
Ooh, fuck, fuck Fuck, I got this bad cold Yeah, I let it up, let it up, let it up I let it up I don't want this to go away (go away) It's gonna go away (I'm so scared) It's gonna go away (I can't think of going on) It's gonna go away (we all crumble) It's gonna go away (we crumble under pressure) It's gonna go away (pressure) It's gonna go away (pressure) It's gonna go away (live it up, live it up) It's gonna go away (live it up) It's gonna go away It's gonna go away (it's gonna go away) It's gonna go away (it's gonna go away) It's gonna go away (it's gonna go away) It's gonna go away (it's gonna go) It's gonna go away (it's gonna go away)
Wake the fuck up, wake the fuck up! Wake the fuck up, wake the fuck up! Wake the fuck up, wake the fuck up! Wake the fuck up, wake the fuck up! Each day more frightening All of us wanna die The pressure's tightening I don't even want to try Should I take all the stupid bullshit What makes them think they can get away with it? I'm not happy I wish they'd just... Wake the fuck up, wake the fuck up! Wake the fuck up, wake the fuck up! I can take no more! What are we fighting for? You are my brothers! Each one I would die for! Please just let it go! All our heads are blown! Let's take the stage And remember why are we playing for! No more fighting I swear I'm gonna leave Talking shit to spite me I wish we'd just... Wake the fuck up, wake the fuck up! Wake the fuck up, wake the fuck up! I can take no more! What are we fighting for? You are my brothers! Each one I would die for! Please just let it go! All our heads are blown! Let's take the stage And remember why are we playing for! I can't take no more! What are we fighting for? You are my brothers! Each one I would die for! Please just let it go! All our heads are blown! Let's take the stage And remember why are we playing for! I can't take no more! What are we fighting for? You are my brothers! Each one I would die for! Please just let it go! All our heads are blown! Let's take the stage And remember why are we playing for! Remember why are we playing for! Remember why are we playing for! Remember why are we playing for!.
Am I going crazy? Come on and say in taste Am I too lost to face it? And what will it cost to escape?
Let me see (let me see) All my Life has been (taken) Taken This demon (haunts me) Haunts me They're waiting (help me) Help me You fuck me up, I'm gagged and bound You pick me up when I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them Hey, daddy (daddy) They are Taking me away Putting Things in me (my soul) My soul They're eating (help me) Please help me You fuck me up, I'm gagged and bound You pick me up when I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them They tell me this thing inside of me Wants to get out All it does is scream and shout I'm trying not to let them out They tell me to hurt myself They tell me to hurt myself They tell me to hurt myself But I am not gonna listen You fuck me up, I'm gagged and bound You pick me up when I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them You fuck me up, I'm gagged and bound (hey, daddy) You pick me up when I am down (they are) I cannot live without them (taking me) I do not live without them (this demon) (Daddy) hey, daddy Hey, daddy (awaiting) Hey, daddy (waiting) Daddy (daddy)
I can't stand to let you win I'm just watching you And I don't know what to do Feeling like a fool inside Feeling all the love you hide Thought you were my friend Seems it never ends I need somebody, someone Can't somebody help me? All I need is to be Loved just for me Giving you with this and that Giving gave me nothing back It's all related to All the things I do Feeling like a fool inside Seeing all the things you tried I am nothing I need somebody, someone Can't somebody help me? All I need is to be Loved just for me I look, I sign I need someone Inside to help me out With what I'm trying I'm crying, I'm prying In a pile of shit I'm dying I'm dying I'm dying! I need somebody! (Somebody!) Somebody! (Somebody!) Someone! I need somebody! (Somebody!) Somebody! (Somebody!) Someone! Someone!
Lately, things won't go my way Lately, everything is gray It feels like something It feels like nothing So I came too far To end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling there's no way So I'm angry for today Anger's the only thing I've made It feels like something No, it's nothing So I came too far To end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling there's no way To live this way Hating, feeling, falling To the place where people haunt me I can't help but keep from falling To the place where people call me I can't wait to give them These feelings of hating Keeping inside me for all to take Picking at me, they're ripping at me Ripping at me So I came too far To end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling there's no way (Hating, feeling, falling) So I came too far (To the place where people haunt me) To end up this way (I can't help but keep from falling) Feeling like I'm God (To the place where people call me) Feeling there's no way To live this way Live this way
A man is crying, takes me to a certain place Which I don't often find I see a family walking, always thinking Of being somewhere else in time So I fall face down in a rut I can't seem to get out of Please wake me, please give me some of it back The feelings I had Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter Each time I wake, I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle Let's get this party started I'm sick of being you You make me feel insane We don't give to you Let's get this party started You make me feel insane I want to be the one To make myself sane Time is ticking, it makes me feel content With what I have inside Constant paranoia surrounds me Everyone I see is out to get me So I fall face down in a rut I can't seem to get out of Please wake me, please give me some of it back The feelings I had Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter Each time I wake, I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle Let's get this party started I'm sick of being you You make me feel insane We don't give to you Let's get this party started You make me feel insane I want to be the one To make myself sane You make me feel insane You make me feel insane You make me feel insane You make me feel insane You make me feel insane You make me feel insane Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter Each time I wake, I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle Let's get this party started I'm sick of being you You make me feel insane We don't give to you Let's get this party started You make me feel insane I want to be the one To make myself sane.
I am going insane This shit is such a pain I cannot maintain as the shit gnaws at my brain I wish you could be me And then this you would see How tired I am and how she kept the best of me At least you could look at me While you are raping me You are taking my life And sellin' it tee hee Why should I complain At least it helps my pain I am very cool now And it doesn't blot my brain I am going insane This shit is such a pain I cannot maintain as the shit gnaws at my brain I wish you could be me And then this you would see How tired I am and how you kept the best of me At least you could look at me While you're raping me At least you could look at me While you're raping me You fucking pussy!.
I can't bare to face what's growing in my head Please, get away from me Take advantage of what I still guess you do One day you'll play for me So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As I'm screaming all my pain You will be there counting You just see me as something you throw around You aren't there for me (there for me) Beaten down to the ground, yes it always seems You take more from me (more from me) So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As I'm screaming all my pain You will be there counting It's funny how it gets started They get their money grubbing fingers on you They get your money, and the girls, and the fame I only do it for the fun and for games It's funny how it gets started They get their money grubbing fingers on you They get your money, and the girls, and the fame I only do it for the fun, that's my game So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As I'm screaming all my pain You will be there counting So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As I'm screaming all this pain You will be there Counting
Keep knocking No one's there Pouring down Near be felt I'm out here, by myself, all alone Ready to blow my head off I hurt so bad inside I wish you could see the world through my eyes It stays the same I just wanna laugh again Keep hoping Nothing to spare So my life Isn't quite there I feel like a whore A dirty whore Such a whore Dirty I'm out here, by myself, all alone Ready to blow my head off I hurt so bad inside I wish you could see the world through my eyes It stays the same I just wanna laugh again (Just wanna laugh again) I'll take it I'll take it I will take it Give it to me You dirty little fuck Dirty little fuck You dirty little fuck Dirty little fuck You dirty little fuck (I will take it) Dirty little fuck (I will take it) You dirty little fuck (I will take it) Dirty little fuck (I will take) You dirty little fuck (it) I hurt so bad inside I wish you could see the world through my eyes It stays the same I just wanna laugh again I just wanna laugh again I just wanna laugh again Just wanna laugh again Just wanna laugh again
This time, I'm taking it away I've got a problem With me getting in the way Not by design So I take my face and bash it into a mirror I won't have to see the pain Pain, pain This state is elevating As the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again The hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time, I've been waiting Oh, I cannot grieve anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh, I cannot give anymore My mind's done with this, okay I've got a question Can I throw it all away Take back what's mine So I take my time Guiding the blade down the line Each cut closer to the vein Vein, vein This state is elevating As the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again The hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time, I've been waiting Oh, I cannot grieve anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh, I cannot give anymore I'm here to stay Bring it down I'm here to stay Bring it down I'm here to stay Bring it down I'm here to stay Bring it down Bring it down Bring it down Bring it down Gonna break it down Gonna break it down Gonna break it down Gonna break it down Gonna break it down Gonna break it down Gonna break it down Gonna break it This state is elevating As the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again The hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time, I've been waiting Oh, I cannot grieve anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh, I cannot give anymore Give anymore Give anymore Give anymore Give anymore
I'm thanking all Thanking all the fucked people Thanking all the shit I love They are all the things I've made Straight from my heart Begging all the same people Burning is the same evil Somehow making me feel sane Waiting all this time I've got nothing to hold on But the faces of my mind I can see before I'm gone Sometimes I feel it chasing me All the hate that's breaking me I realize I'm taking everything And the shit seems to follow This time I feel it taking me To a place I hate to be All along I seem to make believe And the shit seems to follow I'm thinking of Making all the fucked people Making the bitches I love Make them die and go away Pain from the start All my dreams are ripped apart Thanking all the fucked people They are all the things I've saved Waiting all this time I've got nothing to hold on But the faces of my mind I can see before I'm gone Sometimes I feel it chasing me All the hate that's breaking me I realize I'm taking everything And the shit seems to follow This time I feel it taking me To a place I'm meant to be All along I seem to make believe And the shit seems to follow Your life, I hate. Oh God. Can I replay? Stop and help me Sometimes I feel it chasing me All the hate that's breaking me I realize I'm taking everything And the shit seems to follow This time I feel it taking me To a place I'm meant to be All along I seem to make believe And the shit seems to follow This shit seems to follow. [x4]
So I think you are a fool Hanging on my every word It's getting ugly So I'm ugly Tear me from your heart Tearing me apart So I thought you'd disappear Being alone is what you fear Are you lonely? Yes, lonely Tear me from your heart Tearing me apart Rolling, and throwing, consoling Everything that goes this far Joking and hoping, revolting All that shit that's who you are Holding, and scolding, revolving Peel it back, reveal the scar Loathing, exploding, controlling This is what you really are The time is coming, gone insane You're feeling happy, you've won the game The time is coming, a bed of flames Your life is over and you're to blame The time is coming, you've gone insane You're feeling happy, you've won the game The time is coming, a bed of flames Your life is over and you're to blame (Blame, blame, blame, blame) Rolling, and throwing, consoling Everything that goes this far Joking and hoping, revolting All that shit that's who you are Holding, and scolding, revolving Peel it back, reveal the scar Loathing, exploding, controlling This is what you really are Rolling, and throwing, consoling Everything that goes this far Joking and hoping, revolting All that shit that's who you are Holding, and scolding, revolving Peel it back, reveal the scar Loathing, exploding, controlling This is what you really are
Beating the fall, I can't help but desire of Falling down this time Deep in this hole of my making, I can't escape Falling all this time We come to this place, falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking, waiting for signs Hollow lives Fearing to fall and still the ground below me calls Falling down this time Ripping apart all these things I have tried to stop Falling all this time We come to this place, falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking, waiting for signs Hollow lives Is there ever any wonder Why we look to the sky? Search in vain, asking why All alone, where is God? Looking down? We don't know We fall in space, we can't look down Death may come, peace I have found What to say? Am I alive? Am I asleep? Or have I died? We fall in space (haunting me), we can't look down Death may come, peace I have found (Something takes a part of me) What to say? Am I alive? Am I asleep? We fall down We come to this place, falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking, waiting for signs Hollow lives Is there ever any wonder Why we look to the sky? Search in vain, asking why All alone, where is God? Looking down, we don't know Is there ever any wonder Why we look to the sky? Search in vain, asking why All alone, where is God? Looking down, we don't know We fall in space, we can't look down Death may come, peace I have found
It ain't fading. Man I gotta let it out. Am I crazy? Screaming nothing ever comes out. I keep feeling lost. I'll never find my way out. I'm not thanking them. Unless the truth can pour out. Give me some courage! Beating me down now for some time! Are you laughing, am I funny? I hate inside! I hate inside! I'll take this time. To let out what's inside. 'Cause I will break. Sometimes I wish you'd die. Full of sorrow. You raped and stole my pride. And all this hate, Is bottled up inside. My heart's breaking. Man you really ripped it out. You take pleasure watching as, I claw my way out. The hurt's rising. Soon it's gonna to tear my soul out. It's not kosher feeling, Like I'm on my way out. Give me some courage! Beating me down now for some time! Are you laughing, am I funny? I hate inside! I hate inside! I'll take this time. To let out what's inside. 'Cause I will break. Sometimes I wish you'd die. Full of sorrow. You raped and stole my pride. And all this hate, Is bottled up inside. Feeling the hate as they cut down my spine. Peeling your flesh like the way you've cut mine. Do you feel happy you fucked up my mind? You're going to pay this time! I'll take this time. To let out what's inside. 'Cause I will break. Sometimes I wish you'd die. Full of sorrow. You raped and stole my pride. And all this hate, Is bottled up inside. I'll take this time. To let out what's inside. 'Cause I will break. Sometimes I wish you'd die. Full of sorrow. You raped and stole my pride. And all this hate, Is bottled up inside.
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies Pushing all the mercy down, down, down I wanna see you try to take a swing at me Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me All of my hate cannot be found (hate cannot be found) I will not be drowned (I will not be drowned) By your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down (try to tear me down) Beat me to the ground (beat me to the ground) I will see you screaming Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me And I'll pull the trigger and you're down, down, down Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me All of my hate cannot be found (hate cannot be found) I will not be drowned (I will not be drowned) By your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down (try to tear me down) Beat me to the ground (beat me to the ground) I will see you screaming All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down!) They all screamed and cried (gonna take you down!) I've got my body, got my body back against the wall I've got my body, got my body back against the wall!(gonna take you down) I've got my body, got my body back against the wall I've got my body, got my body back against the wall(gonna take you down) I've got my body, got my body back against the wall I've got my body, got my body back against the wall(gonna take you down) I've got my body, got my body back against the wall I've got my body, got my body back against the wall All of my hate cannot be found (hate cannot be found) I will not be drowned (I will not be drowned) By your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down (try to tear me down) Beat me to the ground (beat me to the ground) I will see you screaming All of my hate cannot be found (hate cannot be found) I will not be drowned (I will not be drowned) By your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down (try to tear me down) Beat me to the ground (beat me to the ground) I will see you screaming
My life is such a waste Begging for something to work this time But why can't I relate? Feeling all I do is get what's mine Holding on to faith Never gave me nothing but despair So why do I create just to be swallowed? I can't take We have a star I can't take We got a fantasy Come what may We are the stars I can't wait I'll take what's mine Been hating all this time, before I crawled inside Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find Been hating all this time, too far to cross the line Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find I cannot take this place Burning up inside this space of mine But why can't I replace feelings I find hard to really find? I try but I can't taste Memories, they always fuck with me So why do I create just to be swallowed? I can't take We have a star I can't take We got a fantasy Come what may We are the stars I can't wait I'll take what's mine Been hating all this time, before I crawled inside Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find Been hating all this time, too far to cross the line Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find (find, find, find...) All my feelings have been eating all of me feeling tired Is there something wrong with me? I can't take We have a star I can't take We got a fantasy Come what may We are the stars I can't wait I'll take what's mine Been hating all this time, before I crawled inside Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find Been hating all this time, too far to cross the line Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find (find, find, find...)
Always just coming in here, starts the game Why can't this puzzle be solved? Each time it happens, it's always the same I look down and then start to bawl And all I see it burns my eyes Burning all inside Caught in the corners of my mind Beginning over one more time Taking me over, taking all that's mine One more time Always this teasing, sometimes I lose faith Where is my strength to hold on? Facing existence, how can I relate? Do I stand clear or move on? And all I see it burns my eyes Burning all inside Caught in the corners of my mind Beginning over one more time Taking me over, taking all that's mine One more time Caught in the corners of my mind Beginning over one more time Taking me over, taking all that's mine One more time Falling through this space in time Buried in this hurt of mine Falling slowly like a dream Falling through a world unseen Why can I not break this spell? I'm in darkness, is this hell? Falling towards this hole I see This is how it has to be Caught in the corners of my mind Beginning over one more time Taking me over, taking all that's mine One more time Caught in the corners of my mind Beginning over one more time Taking me over, taking all that's mine One more time One more time One more time
Pick me up Been bleeding too long Right here, right now I'll stop it somehow I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Shut me off I'm ready, heart stops I stand alone Can't be on my own I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Am I going to leave this place? What is it I'm running from? Is there nothing more to come? Is there only black in space? Am I going to take it's place? Am I going to win this race? I guess God's up in this place? What is it that I've become? Is there something more to come? More to come Now I see the times they change Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Now I see the times they change Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man?
Blood is pouring Sleep is boring Don't stop running I'm here counting The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate Will he keep fucking with me? There's nowhere else to go So I walk, but seem to crawl For I've given in today Now I run into a wall 'Cause I cannot find my way You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place) We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way) We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe) We're going all the way (and all the affairs embrace) My life, worry Life is story Give up beating I'll start needing The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate Will he keep fucking with me? There's nowhere else to go So I walk, but seem to crawl For I've given in today Now I run into a wall 'Cause I cannot find my way You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place) We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way) We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe) We're going all the way (and all the affairs embrace) What really do I have to follow? Nothing makes sense at all Taking something for nothing Watch me as I fall I'm bringing me down I'm bringing me down I'm bringing me down I'm bringing me down You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place) We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way) We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe) We're going all the way (and all the affairs embrace) You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place) We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way) We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe) We're going all the way (and all the affairs embrace)
Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (Get down) Are you ready to get it on? (Get down, get down) Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down) I will spank that ass just for fun (get down on the ground) Ass up high Make a motherfucker cry It's so good that I could die Help me stay alive The time is right I wanna feel it good n' tight I'm down to do this all night I'm gonna beat it upright I'll behave, oh my God Make me beg, my God Yes, I'm ready for a good flogging baby (get down) (my God) Come on beat my ass just for fun (get down, get down) (my God) Don't let up till my ass is bleeding baby (get down) (my God) Don't let up until you are done (get down, on the ground) Ass up high Make a motherfucker cry It's so good that I could die Help me stay alive The time is right I wanna feel it good n' tight I'm down to do this all night I'm gonna beat it upright We're going on a ride I'm gonna turn you inside out, upside down Don't try to run and hide Yes, it's true what they say about my kind Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (Get down) Are you ready to get it on? (Get down, get down) Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down) I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground) Ass up high Make a motherfucker cry It's so good that I could die Help me stay alive The time is right I wanna feel it good n' tight I'm down to do this all night I'm gonna beat it upright
We got a fucked up reason to live Who really gives a fuck? We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna wake it up You gotta get it straight We're gonna give it up We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna wake it up I am the burden of my everything, an open scar I'll be reborn in hatred, feeling I can't love no more I've had to suffer, I cannot wait for more No loving and no praying All my hate is for the taking We got a fucked up reason to live Who really gives a fuck? We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna wake it up You gotta get it straight We're gonna give it up We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna wake it up I am the falling of my happiness, it is no more Stop loving, I'm still hating till I cannot hate no more I've had to suffer, I cannot wait for more No loving and no praying All my hate is for the taking I'm, I am filthy Wasted piece of shit I am disgusting Take me away We got a fucked up reason to live Who really gives a fuck? We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna wake it up You gotta get it straight We're gonna give it up We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna wake We got a fucked up reason to live Who really gives a fuck? We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna wake it up
Maybe I'm insane, walking on a wire Maybe I'm the same, nothing can take me higher Tell me where to start, think I'm at the end Right now, feeling pain, make it go away Maybe I'm to blame, maybe I'm a liar Maybe we're the same, nothing can stop the fire I can't feel my heart but I feel the shame Nothing left to say, soon I'll fade away These places all I ever Think about is lost in time These faces taunting me I'm looking back, and they are mine I'm hiding from the things they say Doing time, been lead astray Thinking back to times of yesterday I could fly I'm trying to find a better way But I'm trapped, can't get away All I think is about yesterday I could fly Maybe I'm insane, walking on a wire Maybe I'm the same, nothing can take me higher I can't feel my heart but I feel the shame Nothing left to say, soon I'll fade away These places all I ever Think about is lost in time These faces taunting me I'm looking back, and they are mine I'm hiding from the things they say Doing time, been lead astray Thinking back to times of yesterday I could fly I'm trying to find a better way But I'm trapped, can't get away All I think is about yesterday I could fly
You and me, we have no faces Soon our lives will be erased Do you think they will remember? Or will we just be replaced? Oh, I wish that I could see How I wish that I could fly Far from things that hang above me To a place where I can cry So why can it be? No one hears me call Echoes back at me No one's there To all these nameless feelings I can't deal within my life To all these greedy people Trying to feed on what is mine You've got to fill your hunger And stop fucking with my mind I know it's time To leave these places far behind You and me, we have no faces They don't see us anymore Without love as they had promised And no faith for what's in store Oh, I wish that I could see? How I wish that I could fly? Far from things that hang above me To a place where I can cry So why can it be? No one hears me call Echoes back at me No one's there To all these nameless feelings I can't deal with in my life To all these greedy people Trying to feed on what is mine You've got to fill your hunger And stop fucking with my mind I know it's time To leave these places far behind Where are all these feelings hiding? Dancing in and out my mind Burning up all that I long for Feeding me to my decline Where are you? My soul is bleeding I am searching Am I blind? All alone and bound forever Trapped inside me for all time To all these nameless feelings I can't deal with in my life To all these greedy people Trying to feed on what is mine You've got to fill your hunger And stop fucking with my mind I know it's time To leave these places far behind (La, la) To all these nameless feelings I can't deal with in my life To all these greedy people Trying to feed on what is mine You've got to fill your hunger And stop fucking with my mind I know it's time To leave these places far behind
Spinning inside, rotting away Something inside of me has been taken away Feeling my heart breaking in vain It won't get better now, when will this end? I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play With my head, there's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end? Hopeless inside, alone as I wait Brewing inside of me is your endless hate Feeling my heart breaking in vain It won't get better now, when will this end? I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play With my head, there's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end? The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you You're always trying, and the lying always shines right through My God, I hate this always take shit and I let this go on Why can't I break this? I just take this as this goes on and on End, when will this end? When will this end? When will this end? When will this end? When will this end? When will this end? When will this end? When will this end? I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play With my head, there's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end? I can't remember anything Can't tell if this is true or dream Deep down inside, I feel to scream This terrible silence stops me Now that the war is through with me I'm waking up, I cannot see That there's not much left of me Nothing's real but pain now Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh, please God, wake me Back in the womb, it's much too real In pumps life that I must feel But can't look forward to reveal Look to the time when I'll live Fed through the tube that sticks in me Just like a wartime novelty Tied to machines that make me be Cut this life off from me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God, wake me Now the world is gone, I'm just One Oh, please help me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God, help me Darkness imprisoning me All that I see, absolute horror I cannot live, I cannot die Trapped in myself, body my holding cell Landmine has taken my sight Taken my speech, taken my hearing Taken my arms, taken my legs Taken my soul, left me with life in hell
Hey you, hey you Devil's little sister Listening to your Twisted transistor Hold it between your legs Turn it up, turn it up The wind is coming through Can't get enough A lonely life Where no one understands you But don't give up Because the music do Music do, music do Music do, music do Music do, music do Because the music do And then it's reaching Inside you Forever preaching Fuck you too Your scream's a whisper Hang on you Twisted transistor Hey you, hey you Finally, you get it The world ain't fair Eat you if you let it And as your tears fall on Your breasts, your dress Vibrations coming through You're in a mess A lonely life Where no one understands you But don't give up Because the music do Music do, music do Music do, music do Music do, music do Because the music do And then it's reaching Inside you Forever preaching Fuck you too Your scream's a whisper Hang on you Twisted transistor Music do, music do Music do, music do Music do, music do Music do, music do Hey you, hey you This won't hurt a bit (This won't hurt a bit, this won't hurt) Says who, says who Anesthetize this bitch (Anesthetize this bitch, anesthetize) Just let me be Between you and me, don't fit Music do And then it's reaching Inside you Forever preaching Fuck you too Your scream's a whisper Hang on you Twisted transistor
Everyone's corrupt You should just shut up Lay down, back off The demon you've disrupted Don't wanna talk about politics Refuse to talk about politics Don't let me talk about politics Don't give a shit about politics You wanna sleep with him to get to who you need to know Think that's the way to go, don't you? (Don't you?) It's in religion, sex, and everything we do and say I look the other way, won't you? (Won't you?) Everybody's raped Lying to your face Kiss 'em and got to go, slit you Here all messed up Don't wanna talk about politics Refuse to talk about politics Don't let me talk about politics Don't give a shit about politics You wanna sleep with him to get to who you need to know Think that's the way to go, don't you? (Don't you?) It's in religion, sex, and everything we do and say I look the other way, won't you? (Won't you?) Tiny spirits are in your soul And they remain there Time is like in the deepest hole You sit and pray there All the guilt from the things you've done You wonder what for What you thought was so much fun You have to pay for Don't wanna talk about politics Refuse to talk about politics Don't let me talk about politics Don't give a shit about politics You wanna sleep with him to get to who you need to know Think that's the way to go, don't you? (Don't you?) It's in religion, sex, and everything we do and say I look the other way, won't you? (Won't you?) Don't wanna talk about politics Refuse to talk about politics Don't let me talk about politics Don't give a shit about politics Don't wanna talk about politics Refuse to talk about politics Don't let me talk about politics Don't give a shit about politics
Your messiah was never mine Your messiah was never mine Your messiah was never mine Your messiah was never mine Your messiah was never mine Your messiah was never mine Your messiah was never mine Your messiah was never mine Your messiah was never mine Your messiah was never mine Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Weeping rows of jeremiah Drops of blood drip off your medals Representing all our tears In a ring of burning metal How you wanna be What you gonna say it It doesn't bother me Who ya gonna pay Sorcerers and satans come To define the what and why People travel across this earth Over water land and sky How you wanna be What you gonna say it It doesn't bother me Who ya gonna pay Pay the ferryman Pay the fucking driver Pay the preachers and Pay the fucking liars Pay the bitches they're Touching on they're dates stand by I'm not gonna pay it's already mine Hypocrites I'm gonna do it blind Hypocrites I'm gonna do it blind Hypocrites I'm gonna do it blind Hypocrites Your messiah was never mine Weeping rows of jeremiah Purity unlike no other Offers help to those who need it Don't forget care to the brother How you wanna be What you gonna say it It doesn't bother me Who ya gonna pay Little old lady at home Writing out a check to send It's all the money that she owns She believes the world might end How you wanna be What you gonna say it It doesn't bother me Who ya gonna pay Pay the ferryman Pay the fucking driver Pay the preachers and Pay the fucking liars Pay the bitches they're Touching on they're dates stand by I'm not gonna pay it's already mine Hypocrites I'm gonna do it blind Hypocrites I'm gonna do it blind Hypocrites I'm gonna do it blind Hypocrites Your messiah was never mine Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Pay the ferryman Pay the fucking driver Pay the preachers and Pay the fucking liars Pay the bitches they're Touching on they're dates stand by I'm not gonna pay it's already mine Hypocrites I'm gonna do it blind Hypocrites I'm gonna do it blind Hypocrites I'm gonna do it blind Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites Hypocrites
I never knew what I was gonna be Somebody saw what I couldn't see And lifted me up now I never thought I could be worthy of Loving under the sky above Don't let the wonderful Why does everybody have to fit in? Yo should feel so damn comfortable in the skin Does that mean I am the... Souvenir of sadness Method to the madness Hands up if you feel this Anyone who has this... Stand up, nobody's dying to save you! Speak up, nobody's waiting to see you! Wake up, nobody's working to pay you! Let me make it clear you'll have this... Back then, nobody knew in the schoolyard! Now then, you have grown up to be this hard! Go then, walk through this world with your heart scarred! You're the souvenir of sadness They never knew what I was gonna say Punch me and kick me and run away You know who you are so... Now look at me what do you have to say Never cared much for you anyway You know who you are so... Now look at me what do you have to say Never give up for you anyway Happy childhood back-lash Souvenir of sadness Method to the madness Hands up if you feel this Anyone who has this... Stand up, nobody's dying to save you! Speak up, nobody's waiting to see you! Wake up, nobody's working to pay you! Let me make it clear you'll have this... Back then, nobody knew in the schoolyard! Now then, you have grown up to be this hard! Go then, walk through this world with your heart scarred! You're the souvenir of sadness Souvenir of sadness Method to the madness Hands up if you feel this Anyone who has this... Stand up, nobody's dying to save you! Speak up, nobody's waiting to see you! Wake up, nobody's working to pay you! Let me make it clear you'll have this... Back then, nobody knew in the schoolyard! Now then, you have grown up to be this hard! Go then, walk through this world with your heart scarred! You're the souvenir of sadness...
Precious fingers, she knows how to hold the poison Lick it, dip it and for no particular reason She crawls on the floor, slides against the door Press your fingers over blossom, and it's season Doesn't matter, she'll be doing it her way Doesn't care if it's a 10 or a 2-way Doesn't matter, she'll be doing it her way Every night, every day I Never meant to show up here anyway I'm Only fucking you till the season change Treasure deep between the places that you hold dear Can't it hurt to act as if we are in love here? Lie across this chair, fingers everywhere To define all the angels up above here Doesn't matter, she'll be doing it her way Doesn't care if it's a 10 or a 2-way Doesn't matter, she'll be doing it her way Every night, every day I Never meant to show up here anyway I'm Only fucking you till the season change When you cum (be a good girl) Hold your breath (make it last long) It's called (death) A little death, girl I Never meant to show up here anyway I'm Only fucking you till the season change I Never meant to show up here anyway I'm Only fucking you till the season change
Flesh wound, flesh wound With medication, it will fade Should I assume That someone hears me when I pray? Love full of hate Don't you love how I break? Don't let them throw me away, ah-ha Keep me and I'll be okay, ah-ha Skipping a beat, but it plays, ah-ha Don't let them throw me away, ah-ha Don't let them throw me away Screwed up, used up Crumble lying on the floor Fucked up, shut up All you did back then was score I'm feeling weak Missing parts, incomplete Don't let them throw me away, ah-ha Keep me and I'll be okay, ah-ha Skipping a beat, but it plays, ah-ha Don't let them throw me away, ah-ha Don't let them throw me away (Don't let them throw me away) Hold me up into the light Fix the cracks and fix them right Keep the pieces in the drawer Keep them there forever more Wake a million thoughts someday Recycle this shit in someway And all that I have to say Don't let them throw me away Don't let them throw me away, ah-ha Keep me and I'll be okay, ah-ha Skipping a beat, but it plays, ah-ha Don't let them throw me away, ah-ha Don't let them throw me away
Mother You're holding my heart, screaming Motherfucker They left me broken, bleeding Son of The man you loved and left for The son of a bitch Who tried to show me death's door Ah-ah-ah Everything's eliminated, everything is dedicated Ah-ah-ah Tried to leave this life I hated, living it was overrated Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill Or flowers to steal? Head trip for the mortal earthbound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here I'm dying here Ash and Obituaries rain down And suddenly We're lying naked face down Ah-ah-ah What's it like decapitated? Can't you see me fascinated? Ah-ah-ah You're the only thing I've damaged, only death can be mismanaged Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill Or flowers to steal? Head trip for the mortal earthbound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here I'm dying here Don't bring me Daffodils, bring a bouquet of pills Seeds of Geranium, cracked to the cranium Protect me when you can Respect me when I am dying Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill Or flowers to steal? Head trip for the mortal earthbound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here I'm dying here Love song for the dear departed Head stone for the broken hearted Arms to kill Or flowers to steal? Head trip for the mortal earthbound One sip of the blood that I found Lying here I'm dying here
What were you thinking? I guess I'll never know See your eyes blinking Pupils begin to grow Drilling you softly Pulling you in Making your mind up What's sick or a sin Open up now, let it all go I'm quite certain, say it ain't so You're corrupted by Some sick fuck, oh, no Open up now, head in the sky Pierce the tongue that keeps telling lies Feelings in my mouth You breathe in but can't breathe out What you've been taking It makes you talk real slow How come I'm thinking You'd be the last to know? Choking you gently Gaining control Hand you the shovel To dig your own hole Open up now, let it all go I'm quite certain, say it ain't so You're corrupted by Some sick fuck, oh, no Open up now, head in the sky Pierce the tongue that keeps telling lies Feelings in my mouth You breathe in but can't breathe out Choking you gently Gaining control Hand you the shovel To dig your own hole Open up now, let it all go Ah-ah-ah Open up now, let it all go Ah-ah-ah Open up now, head in the sky Pierce the tongue that keeps telling lies Feelings in my mouth You breathe in but can't breathe out You breathe in but can't breathe out
Keep holding on When my brain's ticking like a bomb Guess the black thoughts Have come again to get me Sweet bitter words Unlike nothing I've heard Sing along, mockingbird You don't affect me That's right Deliverance of my heart Please strike Be deliberate Wait, I'm coming undone Irate, I'm coming undone Too late, I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Wait, I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Choke, choke again I thought my demons were my friends Pity me in the end They're out to get me Since I was young I tasted sorrow on my tongue And the sweet sugar gun Does not protect me That's right Trigger between my eyes Please strike Make it quick now Wait, I'm coming undone Irate, I'm coming undone Too late, I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Wait, I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate I'm trying to hold it together Head is lighter than a feather Looks like I'm not getting better Not getting better Wait, I'm coming undone Irate, I'm coming undone Too late, I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Wait, I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate
Look it buried yourself, go with it! Is it turning you on, go with it! I'll be sitting right here, go with it! When the time is right, I'll with it! Licking your own skin, so trippy Squeezing your own ass, so pretty Except the way that it's used for shitting When you finally come, so pretty Bitch, we have got a problem It's not enough to be hitting it Getting off, I'm getting off Keep getting off, keep getting off I'm getting off, I'm getting off to you It's not enough, it's not enough And more can never be enough I'm getting off, I'm getting off to you Dipping your hands right in, go with it! Come on its not a sin, go with it! You can let me in, go with it! Wonder where I've been I'll with it! Licking your own skin, so trippy Squeezing your own ass, so pretty Except the way that it's used for shitting When you finally come, so pretty Bitch, we have got a problem It's not enough to be hitting it Getting off, I'm getting off Keep getting off, keep getting off I'm getting off, I'm getting off to you It's not enough, it's not enough And more can never be enough I'm getting off, I'm getting off to you Hold my knees, lick my treat? Fuck, I'm coming, fuck! I'm coming on you! I'm coming, fuck! I'm coming on you! Licking your own skin, so trippy Squeezing your own ass, so pretty Except the way that it's used for shitting When you finally come, so pretty Bitch, we have got a problem It's not enough to be hitting it Getting off, I'm getting off Keep getting off, keep getting off I'm getting off, I'm getting off to you It's not enough, it's not enough And more can never be enough I'm getting off, I'm getting off to you
My brother, you love her But don't give up your instincts Hang onto you know what They'll be gone fast as you blink They're trained to seduce you Suck you dry quick as they can They bite down, reduce you Now you're barely a man Oh my God How could you deny the flood That's flowing through you? Hey you, you're saying that She's all that you desire, liar Hey you, you think you can Throw water on this fire, liar It's not wrong to let go And let the woman ride you For fuck sake, don't lose touch With the dog that's inside you She wanted what you had You bet she smelt the spore Don't wimp up, fuck her up One more time, slam that door Oh my God How could you deny the flood That's flowing through you? Hey you, you're saying that She's all that you desire, liar Hey you, you think you can Throw water on this fire, liar Oh my God How could you deny the flood That's flowing through you? Hey you, you're saying that She's all that you desire, liar Hey you, you think you can Throw water on this fire, liar Liar! Liar! Liar! Liar! Oh my God How could you deny the flood That's flowing through you?
I'm getting out, I'm leaving here I'm kicking right through this door I stole your girl who was my girl I always said she's a whore Bust through, accelerate From everything I hate Now this is my kind of disaster Break in and take what we want And then burn down the liquor store Pick up our friends tell them "Let's all get in don't ask what it's for." Sub woofer kicking it Porn on the TV screen These spinning rims don't go no faster We can ride all night And we're not gonna stop for the pigs or no one Just follow the light And we're not gonna stop for the pigs or no one We're flipping off the people Who dissed on us that's just our game We're throwing bricks right through their windows And then we drive away Let's break this, spin around New things are better found We keep on changing our direction Go past the school, the church The places that caused us hurt, we're done If we keep moving forward Maybe we'll forget where we're from We're gonna shake things up We're gonna break you down We'll fuel this car with our rejection We can ride all night And we're not gonna stop for the pigs or no one Just follow the light And we're not gonna stop for the pigs or no one You can never go back not even If you wanted to know where, you're in deep now You've been fucking up real good lately One minute you come from zero, go now We can ride all night And we're not gonna stop for the pigs or no one Just follow the light And we're not gonna stop for the pigs or no one We can ride all night And we're not gonna stop for the pigs or no one Just follow the light And we're not gonna stop for the pigs or no one
I'm an animal, I'm a victim I'm the answer to your prayers I'm a witness, on the witch hunt I'm the monster up the stairs I'm ghost that's in the mirror I'm everything that you fear I'm the ripped heart, I'm the soul shot I'm the voice that's in your head I've seen it all, still can't taste it Smashed to the wall, it brought me to my knees I've done it all, fucked up, wasted Still in my blood, but now inside I'm sane I'm the hunted, I'm a predator I'm the answer to the riddle I'm the up beat, I'm the hurt fuck I'm the window smashed in the middle I'm the player, I'm the naive I'm the one who's not addicted I'm the logic to the fuck up I'm the broken one who fixed it I've seen it all, still can't taste it Smashed to the wall, it brought me to my knees I've done it all, fucked up, wasted Still in my blood, but now inside I'm seen I've seen it all, still can't taste it Smashed to the wall, it brought me to my knees I've done it all, fucked up, wasted Still in my blood, but now inside I'm sane I'm just a child with the tears in it's eyes I am holding this gift that is broken What do I have left now? I've seen it all, still can't taste it Smashed to the wall, it brought me to my knees I've done it all, fucked up, wasted Still in my blood, but now inside I'm sane I've seen it all, still can't taste it Smashed to the wall, it brought me to my knees I've done it all, fucked up, wasted Still in my blood, but now inside I'm sane (Now inside I'm seen)
Well, I wish there was someone Well, I wish there was someone to love me When I used to be someone And I knew there was someone that loved me As I sit here frozen alone Even ghosts get tired and go home As they crawl back under the stones And I wish there was something Please tell me there's something better And I wish there was something more than this Saturated loneliness And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could steal it, abduct it, corrupt it But I never can, it's just Saturated loneliness Does the silence get lonely? Does the silence get lonely, who knows? I've been hearing it tell me I've been hearing it tell me, "Go home" 'Cause the freaks are playing tonight They packed up and turned out the lights And I wish there was something Please tell me there's something better And I wish there was something more than this Saturated loneliness And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could steal it, abduct it, corrupt it But I never can, it's just Saturated loneliness And the bathwater's cold And this life's getting old And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could steal it, abduct it, corrupt it And I wish I could feel it And I wish I could steal it And I wish I could feel it, abduct it, corrupt it But I never can But I never can Never can Never can Never can
Contemplation fear, lying on the floor Staring into nothing, what the hell am I here for? So come on and play, stab it in my heart So all this time was wasted, ripping me apart We are the hurt inside your head Lost in the void of what is dead Constantly twisting things I've said Happiness is boring, need pain instead It's starting over, starting over Can't stand, it's over, God is gonna take me out My time is over, this time is over Why is this over? God is gonna take me out (God is gonna take me out) (God is gonna take me out) (God is gonna take me out) (God is gonna take me out) Crawling on the floor all around this space Talking to myself, what is this thing I gotta face? Walking through a door, has it been a waste? Going on and on, thinking I could find my place We are the hurt inside your head Lost in the void of what is dead Constantly twisting things I've said Happiness is boring, need pain instead It's starting over, starting over Can't stand, it's over, God is gonna take me out My time is over, this time is over Why is this over? God is gonna take me out God is gonna take me out (God is gonna take me out) (God is gonna take me out) (God is gonna take me out) God is gonna take me out You can't see I'm torn away from you and everything that's Close to me I cannot face the truth, it's nothing that I believe Just run away from me and thank me when you're Free from me Come take me Come take me Come take me Come take me Come take me We are the hurt inside your head (come take me) Lost in the void of what is dead Constantly twisting things I've said (come take me) Happiness is boring, need pain instead We are the hurt inside your head (come take me) Lost in the void of what is dead Constantly twisting things I've said (come take me) Happiness is boring, need pain instead
For every person I've tried to be There's another ten inside I love you so much, I'm never there I'm always with you but never cared And you move in a hostile way Like you're recently wounded I reach for your wrist to feel a pulse There's barely a sound from both of us We've got a problem, it's plain to see We've got a problem Which one, which one of you is into me? Which one, which one of me is into you? We're both schizophrenic I fear Say how many voices you hear Which one, which one of you is into me? Which one, which one of me is into you? We are schizophrenic, don't stop No, not till I fuck this all up All the searching we do inside Is a futile attempt to Dissect what we're meant to never know It's all screwed up how the river flows And I know that you've tried real hard To center yourself, but One side of me starts slipping through A real dark bitch there inside of you We've got a problem, it's plain to see Bitch, we've got a problem Which one, which one of you is into me? Which one, which one of me is into you? We're both schizophrenic I fear Say how many voices you hear Which one, which one of you is into me? Which one, which one of me is into you? We are schizophrenic, don't stop No, not till I fuck this all up Nice to fucking meet you And you, and you, and you, and you, and you, and you And this is me, and me, and me, and me, and me, and me, and me, and me, and me Bitch, we've got a problem Which one, which one of you is into me? Which one, which one of me is into you? We're both schizophrenic I fear Say how many voices you hear Which one, which one of you is into me? Which one, which one of me is into you? We are schizophrenic, don't stop No, not till I fuck this all up Bitch we've got a problem Yeah We've got a problem Bitch, we've got a problem We've got a problem, problem, problem, problem, problem, problem We've got a problem Yes, bitch we've got a problem We've got a problem We've got a problem, problem, problem, problem, problem, problem
I'm digging with my fingertips I'm ripping at the ground I stand upon I'm searching for fragile bones Evolution I'm never gonna be refined Keep trying but I won't assimilate Sure, we have come far in time Watch the bow break And I'm sorry I don't believe By the evidence that I see That there's any hope left for me It's evolution Just evolution And I I do not dare deny The basic beast inside It's right here, it's controlling my mind And why Do I deserve to die? I'm dominated by This animal that's locked up inside Close up to get a real good view I'm betting that the species will survive Hold tight, I'm getting inside you Evolution And when we're going to find these bones They're going to want to keep them in a jar The number one virus caused by Procreation And the planet may go astray In a million years they'll say Those motherfuckers were all deranged It's evolution Just evolution And I I do not dare deny The basic beast inside It's right here, it's controlling my mind And why Do I deserve to die? I'm dominated by This animal that's locked up inside Take a look around Nothing much has changed Take a look around Nothing much has changed Take a look around Take a look around Take a look around Nothing much has changed Take a look around Take a look around Nothing much has changed Take a look around Take a look around Nothing much has changed Take a look around I, I do not dare deny The basic beast inside It's right here, it's controlling my mind And why Do I deserve to die? I'm dominated by This animal that's locked up inside Why? Why do I deserve to die?
With aversion, This insertion came so swiftly. Cut the cord, From this day forward we'll be drifting. No direction, no affection, Watch the soul dive. You're dissected, resurrected, Still don't know why. This illness is like a monster that is eating us alive. Hold on! Be strong! So right! So wrong! With all of our senses! All of our defenses! Hold on! Be strong! New arrival, our survival, Still not certain. What's a virtue? Where do you go to when you're hurting? It's a weakness, It's a sickness in the gene pool. Show no mercy, People here say "kill the damned fool". This illness is like a monster that is eating us alive. Hold on! Be strong! So right! So wrong! With all of our senses! All of our defenses! Hold on! Be strong! My soul, blood, run... Don't ever let me go, no! Don't ever let me go, no! Never never let you go, no! I'll never let you go, no! Hold on! Be strong! So right! So wrong! With all of our senses! All of our defenses! Hold on! Be strong!
Some deny and search for things that never come around Do I feel like a fool? The places I have ran to all my life have disappeared And I owe this all to you (all to you) I'm feeling like I'm sinking And nothing's there to catch me, keep me breathing (breathing) What do I have to do? Why can't this hurt be through? I'm going head onto something I know I will fail Why can't this kiss be true? Why won't you please let me through? I don't understand why you always push me away The last thing I would like to do before I go away Is cry there next to you (next to you) Cry and talk about the good old days and where they've gone And now how much I hate you What do I have to do? Why can't this hurt be through? I'm going head onto something I know I will fail Why can't this kiss be true? Why won't you please let me through? I don't understand why you always push me away I feel the blood drip off my body As it falls right there on the ground What am I now? What am I now? What am I now? What do I have to do? Why can't this hurt be through? I'm going head onto something I know I will fail Why can't this kiss be true? Why won't you please let me through? I don't understand why you always push me away Why you always push me away? Why you always push me away? Why you always push me away? Why you always push me away? Why you always push me away? Why you always push me away? Why you always push me away? Why you always push me away?
Walk away when you're angry (Brace) brace yourself, there's nothing to gain (Old) old enough to know the outcome (Blood) more blood, it's always the same Aren't we cool and aren't we calm? For facing death, we run head-on Aren't we cool and aren't we calm? For God, we've suffered for so long Aren't we cool and aren't we calm? For facing death, we run head-on Do what they say Or they take it away I'd rather be dead than carry on (Wait) bite your lip, don't be cursing (We must) we mustn't take God's name in vain (In vain) blunt your knife, pull the curtain (Impulse) impulses you must refrain Aren't we cool and aren't we calm? For facing death, we run head-on Aren't we cool and aren't we calm? For God, we've suffered for so long Aren't we cool and aren't we calm? For facing death, we run head-on Do what they say Or they take it away I'd rather be dead than carry on So I carry on With this burden I can't remember anything I can't be certain Aren't we cool and aren't we calm? For facing death, we run head-on Do what they say Or they take it away I'd rather be dead than carry on
You're the infection, my friend Disgusting right to the end Didn't I know it then? I knew it, I knew it You're basic but hard to define Simple yet somehow sublime Knew you would strike again I knew it, I knew it You're all that's wrong With your dumbass psalms Yet that's all that you will ever be Nothing you can do 'Cause that's all that you will ever be Polished, you shimmer when shined But rotten and seething inside Everyone falls for this I knew it, I knew it You're all that's wrong With your dumbass psalms Yet that's all that you will ever be Nothing you can do 'Cause that's all that you will... That's all that you will... That's all that you will ever be Ever be, never be, want to be God All to be, made to be, holding the sign Throwing it, breaking it, over your grave Sending you back to the place you once came It must be hard to be you Nothing's alright with you You're all that's wrong With your dumbass psalms Yet that's all that you will ever be Nothing you can do 'Cause that's all that you will ever be You will never be You will never be You will never be You wanna be God You wanna be God You wanna be God It's all God It's all God It's all God It's all gone It's all gone
I read your little book and... I read your little book and... You need a reason to believe, A reason to deceive, A reason for the song you're singing. And everything you do, Makes perfect sense to you, So why is your alarm bell ringing? You say you know how it feels inside of me. Lost and alone with no love or luxury. Come on inside and hear the silence constantly judging me. Don't you think you should move on? You need a way to get along, A way to carry on, A symptom for the pain you're making. And surely you should know, That everywhere you go, There's acid in the words you're faking. You say you know how it feels inside of me. Lost and alone with no love or luxury. Come on inside and hear the silence constantly judging me. Don't you think you should move on? You write it, so you'd best believe it. You sold it now your soul perceives it. You wave a book but now agree with this. The damage of betrayal, to hell with that. A reason to believe, A reason to deceive, A reason for the song you're singing. And everything you do, Makes perfect sense to you, So why is your alarm bell ringing? You say you know how it feels inside of me. Lost and alone with no love or luxury. Come on inside and hear the silence constantly judging me. Don't you think you should move on? Don't you think you should move on? Don't you think you should move on?
I know it's not like me to Hold back, but this time I knew You must be silent to increase the volume In your head Blood run red I'm a spectator, the motivator Shut up, shut up and do it to yourself I'm just an innocent bystander I'm a spectator, the motivator Shut up, shut up and do it to yourself I'm just an innocent bystander You ripped your own self in two Swear I had nothing to do With what's been done you know you can't but you can In your head Blood run red I'm a spectator, the motivator Shut up, shut up and do it to yourself I'm just an innocent bystander I'm a spectator, the motivator Shut up, shut up and do it to yourself I'm just an innocent bystander Standing at the edge here Enough for me to hover by the bit here Enough, you see I miss you with my head, fear So wrong, friend, we will never reap our deaths clear Enough is enough Enough is enough Enough is enough Enough is enough Enough is enough Enough is enough Enough is enough I'm a spectator, the motivator Shut up, shut up and do it to yourself I'm just an innocent bystander I'm a spectator, the motivator Shut up, shut up and do it to yourself I'm just an innocent bystander I'm just an innocent bystander I'm just an innocent bystander I'm just an innocent bystander
Birds are circling above They're called back to a waiting glove, oh Why don't they fly away? Surely they'd have guessed by now There is no gun to shoot them down, and Still, they stay for what they say Are they killing them with lies? Are they fighting for their lives? Killing them with thoughts? Can they never get enough? Killing them, are we killing? Killing every single feeling? It's a trained response Birds are circling above They're called back to a waiting glove, ehis Sordid game, it bears my name I have worshiped some false gods I've run to them like Pavlov's dogs to Hide my shame and fan the flame Are they killing them with lies? Are they fighting for their lives? Killing them with thoughts? Can they never get enough? Killing them, are we killing? Killing every single feeling? It's a trained response We're all preset To reset to Die To die We're all preset to reset to die We're all preset to reset to die Somebody told me once "Beat them till they start to get used to it" Next thing, they're lining up Are we killing it? Are we killing it? Are we killing it? Are we killing it? Are we killing it? Are we killing it? Are we killing it? Are we killing?
This sunny Sunday is a good day to go Guess you'll be staying on, let me know And I hate to say it's been a waste of time I'd hate to interrupt the flow Why, why, why, Hushabye? Hushabye, why aren't you ready to go? Why, why, why, Hushabye? Couldn't we fast forward all through this show? You say you'd love, to but you've lots left to do Almost decided to stay 'cause of you And I hate to tell you to exchange your dreams For a one-way ticket, no return Why, why, why, Hushabye? Hushabye, why aren't you ready to go? Why, why, why, Hushabye? Couldn't we fast forward all through this show? Why? (Why?) What you hanging up for? What you doing that for? (Doing that for?) What you begging up for? Why, Hushabye? I'd hate to interrupt the flow For a one-way ticket, no return Why, why, why, Hushabye? (Why?) Hushabye, why aren't you ready to go? Why, why, why, Hushabye? (Why?) Couldn't we fast forward all through this show? (Hushabye) Why, why, why? What you begging up for? Why, Hushabye?
What you gonna do? What you gonna feel When suddenly I slip away? Almost am a ghost of who I used to be Yesterday How you gonna touch and how will you collect The beauty when it turns to dust? Everything we make, the cells we generate Of both of us Please be aware that I am you Nothing could be more certain This ain't the time, the place for us To understand this life Hold you in my arms and hold you in my gaze Singing with my dying breath Underneath this earth a resurrected soul And nothing else Sorry for this space, if I could fill a void An ocean wouldn't hold my love And everything I have and all I ever was Is not enough Please be aware that I am you Nothing could be more certain This ain't the time, the place for us To understand this life Please be aware that I am you Nothing could be more certain This ain't the time, the place for us To understand this life This ain't the time, this ain't the place This ain't the time, this ain't the place This ain't the time, this ain't the place This ain't the time, this ain't the place This ain't the time, this ain't the place This ain't the time, this ain't the place This ain't the time, this ain't the place
Dredging up approximately 385 tons of lunar dust, And in addition to recording the collision, The Sheperding spacecraft will fly through, The regolith plume thrown up by the collision. Sheperding spacecraft will use its specialized sensors, To look for water's telltale chemical signature, Within the larger debris plume created by the Centaur, Possibly in the form of ice, hydrocarbons of hydrated materials. Those who live will have the best opportunity because of the sky, The best opportunity because of the sky will still be dark, Those living east of the Mississippi will still be able to see the moon, But they'll also have twilight. Uber-time. Uber-time. Uber-time. Uber-time.
Look at you feeling all good You can't resist You have to be all up in it Don't it feel great? Talking shit I let it go Why don't you just leave me alone? My heart's gonna break from the fall Holding on to petty things Feeling all the hate it brings Why don't you just leave me alone? What a puss Think you're so tough I take this shit All I had was love in me It was so good But that wasn't enough You ripped that away Why don't you just leave me alone? My heart's gonna break from the fall Holding on to petty things Feeling all the hate it brings Why don't you just leave me alone? All the disrespect! All the hypocrite! All the bullshit, you took from me! You're such a piece of shit! Nothing but a heretic! Sucking the life out of me! Fucker you're gone without me! Why don't you just leave me alone? My heart's gonna break from the fall Holding on to petty things Feeling all the hate it brings Why don't you just leave me alone? Leave me alone! Leave me alone! Leave me alone! Leave me the fuck alone!
Well look at this I see clearly now Look at this I can feel it now Happyness Is seldom found Pop A Pill I'm so damn happy now. Feeling things crawl on me I need my fix today This is way beyond me I can't live without you today. Well look at this I see colors now Look at this It got ugly now Happyness Is seldom found Pop my pill I'm so damn happy now. Feeling things crawl on me I need my fix today This is way beyond me I can't live without you today. You today. You today. I don't care about anything around me Even all the love that surrounds me Beat me Eat me I don't care about anything I do this to shut out the voice Within' Within' Within'. I don't care about anything. Feeling things crawl on me I need my fix today This is way beyond me I can't live without you today. You today. You today. You today. Feeling things crawl on me I need my fix today This is way beyond me I can't live without you today.
I feel you all around me Your voice, it surrounds me You keep telling me what I want to hear Your beautiful, so talented, I need you, we got a thing You ever need something I'll be right there Fear Is A Place To Live Rip off the mask from your head Show me the real face that you hide I see you from a mile away Keep staring, acting like you gotta say Your beautiful, so talented, I need you, we got a thing You ever need something I'll be right here Fear Is A Place To Live Rip off the mask from your head Show me the real face that you hide Fake ass people surround me They're always nice to begin Digging their claws Fake ass people surround me Digging their claws right in me They're always nice to begin but I always get fucked in the end Fake ass people surround me Digging their claws right in me They're always nice to begin but I always get fucked in the end I always get fucked in the end I always get fucked in the end I always get fucked in the end I always get fucked in the end! Fear Is A Place To Live Rip off the mask from your head Show me the real face that you hide Fake ass! Fake ass! Fear Is A Place To Live Rip off the mask from your head Show me the real face that you hide
Feeling out of place, Something must be wrong. Emotions in my space, Tight grip holding on. I can't control the events around me, I can't console the stress inside me. And once I turn off my brain, I realize, I am alive. I want you to see, I'm trying to please, Everyone around me! I'm down on my knees, The stress makes me bleed, It feels like they're all stabbing me! Feeling out of place, Why must I hold on? Anger I can taste, Tight lipped self is gone. I can't control the events around me, I can't console the stress inside me. And once I turn off my brain, I realize, I am alive. I want you to see, I'm trying to please, Everyone around me! I'm down on my knees, The stress makes me bleed, It feels like they're all stabbing me! What the fuck do you want from me? I am just a human being! Living my life to please everyone! I can't do this anymore! Being everybody's whore! Being everybody's whore! Being everybody's whore! Being everybody's whore! For once, I'm gonna stand up and please me! I want you to see, I'm trying to please, Everyone around me! I'm down on my knees, The stress makes me bleed, It feels like they're all stabbing me!
Lost & alone I'm out of the stone Repeat this process everyday Nothing's my own The dreams that I've grown I won't control & throw away. I need to make the decisions I need to make it right I need to Lead The Parade Or this shit will fucking take my life. I want to kill the decisions I want to make it right I want to pass this test And complete my tormented life. This curse is my own It follows me home It's like a child that wants to play The thoughts in my brain The subconscious pain Makes me think why do I stay. I need to make the decision I need to make it right I need to Lead The Parade Or this shit will take my life. I want to kill the decisions I want to make it right I want to pass this test And complete my tormented life. I want to kill the decisions I want it to be right I want to pass my test And complete this tormented life. I'm happy, everything was wonderful So happy, it's beautiful. I need to make the decision I need to make it right! I want to kill the decisions I want to make it right I want to pass this test And complete my tormented life. I want to kill the decisions I want to make it right I want to pass this test And complete my tormented life. I'm happy, I knew you'd make it right Everything is wonderful.
All the lying and cheating Will surely bite you Dishonesty tears you apart And will eat you All the anger and pain And the suffering and the shame And the voices in your brain Will surely haunt you Let the guilt go Let the guilt go Let the guilt go Let the guilt go I tell you one thing which leads to another thing Then I backtrack which leads to hurt feelings Then my brain spins off of fucking everything When this happens, I can't break through All the anger, the pain And the suffering and the shame And the voices in your brain Will really haunt you Let the guilt go Let the guilt go Let the guilt go Let the guilt go I tell you one thing which leads to another thing Then I backtrack which leads to hurt feelings Then my brain spins off of fucking everything When this happens, I can't break through Now we waste our lives away! Letting guilt lead the way! I'm such a stupid fuck Listening to my head and not my gut Constantly thinking, thinking, thinking And thinking and thinking and thinking And thinking, and thinking, and thinking And thinking, I'm screaming! Now we waste our lives away! Letting guilt lead the way! I tell you one thing which leads to another thing Then I backtrack which leads to hurt feelings Then my brain spins off of fucking everything When this happens, I can't break through I tell you one thing which leads to another thing Then I backtrack which leads to hurt feelings Then my brain spins off of fucking everything When this happens, I can't break through
You chose to take From the past You want a game That's built to last 'Cause love without affection Is hate without the pain Life is a connection Separate from the brain You chose to take from the past Can't you see the pain in my eyes? Can't you see the betrayal in disguise? I can't live with all your lies again! I can't trust anything even you my friend! You wanna live In the past You'll do anything To make your pain last 'Cause love without affection Is hate without the pain Life is a connection Separate from the brain You just take from the past Can't you see the pain in my eyes? Can't you see the betrayal in disguise? I can't live with all your lies again! I can't trust anything even you my friend! Can't you see the pain in my eyes? Can't you see the betrayal in disguise? I can't live with all your lies again! I can't trust anything even you my friend! Can't you see the pain in my eyes? Can't you see the betrayal in disguise? I can't live with all your lies again! It's the end!
Hate is all around, If you see what I see. Definitely something's going on, These fingers pointed at me. The lying, the cheating, The hellish nights alone, While I am weeping, Just searching, love is never around. All the waiting, Betraying. The one thing I hold sacred in my life, Is left hanging and I'm never around. Let go. And I will truly be free. Just let go. Her mind really is the disease. So just go. Enjoy everything I received. So let go. And I will kill this unease. Let's turn this around, I'll look down on me. Now I see what's going on, Warned about you all and not me. The prying, the cheating, The hellish nights alone, While I am weeping, Just searching, love is never around. All the waiting, Betraying. The one thing I hold sacred in my life, Is left hanging and I'm never around. Let go. And I will truly be free. Just let go. My mind really is the disease. So just go. Enjoy everything I received. So let go. And I will kill this unease. Hate is all around, If you see what I see. Definitely something's going on, These fingers pointed at me. Pointed at me. These fingers pointed at me. Let go. And I will truly be free. Just let go. Her mind is really the disease. So just go. Enjoy everything I received. So let go. And I will kill this unease.
I know what your thinking I know what your feeling I know where everything in this world surrounds me. I feel your breathing I feel your screaming I feel I can't go nowhere in this world without leaving. My mind plays tricks on me I can't control it you see I feel it beating down the fake around me. My mind plays tricks on me It's unbelievable to see I'm always testing the shit around me. Let me tell ya something This shit is beaming It won't leave me alone My disease, I'm missing You think you feel me You think you know me 'Cause I'm the hell in your head. My mind plays tricks on me I can't control it you see I feel it beating down the fake around me. My mind plays tricks on me It's unbelievable to see I'm always testing the shit around me. Are You Ready To Live? Are you ready to die? All I do is give. Am I wasting my time? I am ready to live. I am ready to die. All I do is give. Am I wasting my time? No! Yes I'm ready to live. No! Yes I'm ready to die. No! All I do is give. Am I wasting my time? No I'm not! Am I wasting my time? No I'm not! Am I wasting my time? No I'm not! Am I wasting my time? No I'm not! My mind plays tricks on me I can't control it you see I feel it beating down the fake around me. My mind plays tricks on me It's unbelievable to see I'm always testing the shit around me. Are You Ready To Live? Are you ready to die? All I do is give. Am I wasting my time? Are You Ready To Live? Are you ready to die? All I do is give. Am I wasting my time? All I do is give. All I do is give. All I do is give.
Do you really want to see? I don't think I can take this anymore You are naive & I am nothing I'm disgusting & so much more. Holding All The Lies I told you Feeling like somehow I spoiled you Dying is a trial I've been to This is the time for truth & pain. Do you really want to see the torment hatred of this world? Hand in a book & I believed it All it brought me was pain & more. Holding All The Lies I told you Feeling like somehow I spoiled you Dying is a trial I've been to This is the time for truth & pain. Holding All The Lies I told you Feeling like somehow I spoiled you Dying is a trial I've I been to This is the time for truth & pain. I believe. I believe. Holding All These Lies I told you. Holding All The Lies I told you. Holding All These Lies I told you! Holding All These Lies I told you. Lies I told you... Holding All The Lies I told you Feeling like somehow I spoiled you Dying is a trial I've been to This is the time for truth & pain. Truth is pain. Truth is pain. Truth is pain. Truth is pain. Truth is pain. I believe I never meant to hurt you. I believe I never meant to betray you. I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to hurt you.
Coming onto you The hell you got me through What would I have to do To kiss that frown I know what's wrong with you That fucked up part of you It's gonna bury me Under ground now I'm awake Been stuck in a place I really hate And it's not fate Everything's just fine So why must it be? Chaos lives in everything Trapped inside a dream It all comes back to me Get away from you It's what I gotta do I want my soul back I'll stand my ground So walk away from me You know this has to be Another way for me To kiss that frown And it's not fate Everything's just fine So why must it be? Chaos lives in everything Trapped inside a dream It all comes back to me now I'm guilty, not ashamed Got this thing attached to me Throw it all away It just comes back to me Gonna take you Gonna break you Gonna rape you Fuck you, bitch, frown Sometimes I worry Sometimes I'm sorry Sometimes I just wanna take you down Gonna take you Gonna break you Gonna rape you Fuck you, bitch, frown Sometimes I worry Sometimes I'm sorry Sometimes I just wanna Kiss that frown I'm insane But now you're gotta give it all to me Life is wearing thin My only pleasure is watching you give in I tried to pretend And all it got me was nothing in the end I tried to win And all it got me was nothing in the end So why must it be? Chaos lives in everything Trapped inside a dream It all comes back to me now I'm guilty, not ashamed Got this thing attached to me Throw it all away It just comes back to me It just comes back to me It just comes back to me
Disgraced Expendable, we are not really real A mirage of solitude is what they try to heal and I will not be made to feel we are sealed in a fake charade Spewing vile atrocities Bringing existence to its knees I will manifest my sins and I will Kill Mercy Within Immersed in this hypnotic spell Influenced by the hate that swells I'm not terrified anymore There's nothing left but open sores Disengaged Relinquish the reality, I've known I'm feeling like I'm alienated from my own and I will not be made to feel we are sealed in a fake charade Spewing vile atrocities Bringing existence to its knees I will manifest my sins and I will Kill Mercy Within Immersed in this hypnotic spell Influenced by the hate that swells I'm not terrified anymore There's nothing left but open sores Spewing vile atrocities Bringing existence to its knees I will manifest my sins and I will Kill Mercy Within Immersed in this hypnotic spell Influenced by the hate that swells I'm not terrified anymore There's nothing left but open sores Nothing left but open sores
And along came something sacred I never knew what I found The demons dance around elated They're hurting me I put my wall up each day You tear it down I hide in my space The space you found And one of these days I'll come unbound The feelings I hate Will finally drown Falling awake in a nightmare Images of horror abound Thought I stumbled upon salvation Hell I found I put my wall up each day You tear it down I hide in my space The space you found And one of these days I'll come unbound The feelings I hate Will finally drown Well, I'll never be the same It's the greatest lie ever told No, I'll never be the same I sold my soul I put my wall up each day You tear it down I hide in my space The space you found And one of these days I'll come unbound The feelings I hate Will finally drown
Don't wanna be sly and defile you Desecrate my mind and rely on you I just wanna break this crown But it's hard when I'm so run down And you're so cynical, narcissistic cannibal Got to bring myself back from the dead Sometimes I hate the life I made Everything's wrong every time Pushing on, I can't escape Everything that comes my way Is haunting me, taking its sweet time Holding on, I'm lost in a haze Fighting life to the end of my days Don't wanna be rude but I have to Nothing's good about the hell you put me through I just need to look around See that life that has come unbound And you're so cynical, narcissistic cannibal Got to bring myself back from the dead Sometimes I hate the life I made Everything's wrong every time Pushing on, I can't escape Everything that comes my way Is haunting me, taking its sweet time Sometimes I hate the life I made Everything's wrong every time Pushing on, I can't escape Everything that comes my way Is haunting me, taking its sweet time Holding on, I'm lost in a haze Fighting life to the end of my days Holding on, I'm lost in a haze Fighting life to the end of my days
I can't believe what's happening Where is your self control Why can't you just be honest The corruption takes its toll You rape our hope Too proud to cope You built this house of shame You smile, you gloat This disease you promote An infection is what we are now I can't believe this happened The fear starts to grab hold Then anger starts to take over I will not be controlled You rape our hope Too proud to cope You built this house of shame You smile, you gloat This disease you promote An infection is what we are now They're taking over now Eating up our souls somehow Taking over now Parasites, they run around The culprits won't be found They lie behind this mask of wealth They're taking over now Illuminati they hide You rape our hope Too proud to cope You built this house of shame You smile, you gloat This disease you promote An infection is what we are now You rape our hope Too proud to cope You built this house of shame You smile, you gloat This disease you promote An infection is what we are now
Holding on to sacred places Holding on to what is found I'm looking forward to see their faces Flat on the ground, the horror profound None of you people mean shit to me Sadistic little fucking fantasy Smashed on the ground in your own debris While choking on your blood from the sodomy None of you people mean shit to me Sadistic little fucking fantasy Burn the Obedient, set yourself free Walk the path of secrecy Used to heartless mockery A hopeless fantasy that nothing changes Your misery All the damage it just erases Mediocrity all around The grandiose disorder replaces Conditions of peace, is this my release? None of you people mean shit to me Sadistic little fucking fantasy Smashed on the ground in your own debris While choking on your blood from the sodomy None of you people mean shit to me Sadistic little fucking fantasy Burn the Obedient, set yourself free Walk the path of secrecy Used to heartless mockery A hopeless fantasy that nothing changes Your misery Burn the Obedient Burn the Obedient Burn the Obedient Burn the Obedient Burn the Obedient Burn the Obedient Now! Walk the path of secrecy Used to heartless mockery A hopeless fantasy that nothing changes Your misery
A slap in the face, It is endowed. The light of my life, Is put out somehow. I'm lying in pieces of, Emotions you control. You're feeding my sympathy, The lie unfolds. Beating this hostility, I pray, Begging, make this evil go away. Coveting the things I only fear, Building my sanctuary of blood and tears. The lines that I traced, Around the scars they swell. In flame with a sedative, To numb this spell. I'm lying in pieces of, Emotions you control. You're feeding this cancer, It's taken hold. Beating this hostility, I pray, Begging, make this evil go away. Coveting the things I only fear, Building my sanctuary of blood and tears. Feeling animosity, When no one else is around. Blindly, I scream into the air, Eating my heart off the ground. Beating this hostility, I pray, Begging, make this evil go away. Coveting the things I only fear, Building my sanctuary of blood and tears.
Let's Go! What's the problem Why can't you relax? Inside hating on everything, that makes me mad Love is scary and love is to blame Guess I'll lose you and that is a shame Because I'm ovah you Ovah you Ovah you Ovah you Ovah you Ovah you Ovah you Let's Go! I'm taking over I won't be lead astray Life doesn't last long I gotta get away The solution I try to reveal But the question is how can you really be healed? Hate is scary and hate is to blame God, I need you and that is a shame Because I need you I need you I need you I need you I need you I need you I need you Let's Go! I'm taking over I won't be lead astray Life's doesn't last long I gotta get away (Gotta get away get, get, get away) LETS GO! I'm taking over I won't be lead astray Life doesn't last long I gotta get away I'm taking over I won't be lead astray Life doesn't last long I gotta get away
I am clearly broken and No-one knows what to do Pieces of the puzzle don't fit So I pound them into you Itching is the pulse inside Creeping up to come alive It's just doing what it's gonna do Times are looking grim these days Holding on to everything It's hard to draw the line Shut the fuck up, get up! Shut the fuck up, get up! Shut the fuck up, get up! I can't wait to rip my eyes out And look at you Peace through pain is precious 'Specially when it's done by you Itching is the pulse inside Creeping up to come alive It's just doing what it's gonna do Times are looking grim these days Holding on to everything It's hard to draw the line And I, I'm hiding in this empty space Tortured by my memories Of what I left behind Shut the fuck up, get up! Shut the fuck up, get up! Shut the fuck up, get up! Up Up Up Up Up Up Times are looking grim these days Holding on to everything It's hard to draw the line And I am hiding in this empty space Tortured by my memories Of what I left behind Shut the fuck up, get up! Shut the fuck up, get up! Shut the fuck up, get up!
Here it comes Once again 'Irrational' I give in Paranoia Expands within Little voices start to begin: Everyone's out to take your joy away Constantly scheming to keep us at bay Everyone's plotting and they are just taking You must make it stop Make them pay Sometimes I just take things Way Too Far Irrational feeling I just try too hard 'cause What goes up, must come down The problem is I have no bounds 'cause Sometimes I just take things Way Too Far Reality is surreal Wretchedness is all I feel Now its really just a way God, I hear the voices say: Everyone's out to take your joy away Constantly scheming to keep us at bay Everyone's plotting and they are just taking You must make it stop Make them pay Sometimes I just take things Way Too Far Irrational feeling I just try too hard 'cause What goes up, must come down The problem is I have no bounds 'cause Sometimes I just take things Way Too Far Wooohoooo! Wooooohooooo! Wooohoooo! Wooooohooooo! Sometimes I just take things Way Too Far Irrational feeling I just try too hard 'cause What goes up, must come down The problem is I have no bounds 'cause Sometimes I just take things Way Too Far
I'm staring at a face I don't recognize Rotten and replaced Lifeless and benign You can never say That I didn't try I can not erase What's in my mind I'm the one to give to you I'm the one to break you thru Anything you ever do will Eat you up and impale you I'm Bleeding Out Been crucified by trusting you Hate turns to shame By praising you, adoring fool I'm the one that set you free Bound to burn for eternity 'cause I'm Bleeding Out You're never there when I need you My thoughts they interlace Been spun out for sometime I wander in this maze An act that is sublime You can never say That I didn't try I cannot erase What's in my mind I'm the one to give to you I'm the one to break you thru Anything you ever do will Eat you up and impale you I'm Bleeding Out Been crucified by trusting you Hate turns to shame By praising you, adoring fool I'm the one that set you free Bound to burn for eternity 'cause I'm Bleeding Out You're never there when I need you I'm Bleeding Out Been crucified by trusting you Hate turns to shame By praising you, adoring fool I'm the one that set you free Bound to burn for eternity 'cause I'm Bleeding Out You're never there when I need you
How come what's wrong with you Darling faces are some we found Let's do what devils do Hiding in shadows, no-ones around Why can't I torture you Giving pain you take it away The little things you do Simply I love your evil ways Your ways, your ways, your ways Prey for me, I think I owe you an apology Somehow you bring the violence out in me I'm just a shell of what I used to be Passion is sometimes a fucked up thing for me This time it follows you Nothings left, your dead on the ground How can I covet you Give you hell and you can't be found My soul infested you Blackened thoughts they run through your head The little things you do Simply I wish you were dead Were dead, were dead, were dead Prey for me I think I owe you an apology Somehow you bring the violence out in me I'm just a shell of what I used to be Passion is sometimes a fucked up thing for me (Prey for me) I think I owe you an apology, (Prey for me) somehow you bring the violence out in me, (Prey for me) I'm just a shell of what I used to be Passion is sometimes a fucked up thing for me Goodbye, so long Wish I could stay but everything is all wrong Goodbye, so long Wish I could stay but everything is all wrong Everything is all wrong Too! wrong! wrong! too! wrong! Prey for me I think I owe you an apology Somehow you bring the violence out in me I'm just a shell of what I used to be Passion is sometimes a fucked up thing for me (Prey for me) I think I owe you an apology, (Prey for me) somehow you bring the violence out in me (Prey for me) I'm just a shell of what I used to be Passion is sometimes a fucked up thing for me
Feelings you see Are so hard to believe All the chaos I have in my heart Devils I make and the love can relate All the solace inside tears me up Take me away Set me on fire There's no other way Give me a reason 'cause I got nothing to gain So what are we doing now? Feeling complacent I cannot be contained I'm so lost and lonely now We've been deceived It's so easy for me 'Cause the loathing I've had from the start Evil disease all the hatred it breathes As I'm down on my knees torn apart Take me away Set me on fire There's no other way Give me a reason 'cause I got nothing to gain So what are we doing now? Feeling complacent I cannot be contained I'm so lost and lonely now Where do I run? Where do I hide? Give me a reason to end my life Where do I run?, where do I hide? Give me a reason to get out alive Give me a reason 'cause I got nothing to gain So what are we doing now? Feeling complacent I cannot be contained I'm so lost and lonely now Give me a reason 'cause I got nothing to gain So what am I doing now? (what a am I doing now?) Feeling complacent I cannot be contained I'm so lost and lonely now
Sometimes things get in the way My thoughts I cannot convey It's all pointing straight at you We hate loving everyday Our lives twirled in everyway I give it all back to you I can't help this going down I can't take this All my life is wreckless All our lives our dangerous But we fake our way through That's what we do Sometimes things don't go away In turn you just run away It's all coming back for you Betrayed, life is in decay Your thoughts you cannot obey Right now, what cha gonna do? I can't help this going down I can't take this All my life is wreckless All our lives our dangerous But we fake our way through That's what we do We do, we do, we do, we do We do, we do, we do, we do, we do I hear the calling of the helpless stranger He's all alone and no one hears his anger I feel his pain every time I'm here with you With you All the heartache and the fucked up insults I find you begging on your knees, I figured This is how it's supposed to be with you With you I can't wait for your life to be broken down I gave you hate Ahhh! I can't take this All my life is wreckless All our lives our dangerous But we fake our way through That's what we do I can't take this All my life is wreckless All our lives our dangerous But we fake our way through That's what we do.
We are the ones taking all the pain Falling on our faces They don't care anyway Anyway, now You're the one that makes me feel like I'm alive You're the one that pushes me all the time All the time, now We are hard and grey Always fate, to do what they say Calling me deranged Feeling power, I must take its place some way Never gonna run away Seeking out the path But the pain always gets in the way Slowly watch me die I'm insane, so dangerous Don't you dare get in my way Throwing in the towel Got me strained, so betrayed Get the fuck out of my way Looking at my thoughts, I take my time Pounding all these spikes in my veins We are the ones reaching out in vain Trying to solve our problems They won't go away, go away now You're the one that makes me feel like I'm alive You're the one that pushes me all the time All the time, now We are hard and grey Always fate to do what they say Calling me deranged Feeling power, I must take its place some way Never gonna run away Seeking out my path But the pain always gets in the way Slowly watch me die I'm insane, so dangerous Don't you dare get in my way Throwing in the towel Got me strained, so betrayed Get the fuck out of my way Looking at my thoughts, I take my time Pounding all these spikes in my veins Pounding all these spikes in my veins Pounding all these spikes in my veins Pounding all these spikes in my veins Never gonna run away Seeking out my path But the pain always gets in the way Slowly watch me die I'm insane, so dangerous Don't you dare get in my way Throwing in the towel Got me strained, so betrayed Get the fuck out of my way Looking at my thoughts, I take my time Pounding all these spikes in my veins Pounding all these spikes in my veins Pounding all these spikes in my veins Pounding all these spikes in my veins Pounding all these spikes in my veins Pounding all these spikes in my veins Looking at my thoughts, I take my time Pounding all these spikes in my veins
Wake up It's almost over Something is taking me Every time I'm up it kills me With day to day Shock waves shatter me I don't beg in security Get up and don't look back now Don't look back now We ride a dying star Across a burning sea We're like a supernova now The fire is burning in me Mass hysteria, mass hysteria Giving up I won't stop fighting Bring it on, it wont phase me Any time it makes me stronger With day to day Shock waves shatter me I don't beg in security Get up and don't look back now Don't look back now We ride a dying star Across a burning sea We're like a supernova now The fire is burning in me Mass hysteria, mass hysteria Mass hysteria, mass hysteria Go on day to day Stirring up the happy sorrow Why does life got be this way? Every time i'm up it kills me Somewhere deep, responding change Manipulation rapid all around Dark all these days Calling on something to follow Mass hysteria (mass hysteria) We ride a dying star Across a burning sea We're like a supernova now The fire is burning in me Mass hysteria, mass hysteria Mass hysteria, mass hysteria
Help me, I am freaking and my heart is barely beating, And the demons, they are creeping around Take me, I am sinking and my lungs are barely breathing. As the angels put me into the ground And everybody's peeking! No one makes a sound! The shadows are deceiving! Paranoid and aroused! Slap me, I am shaking and my guts are really aching, The demons, they're laughing out loud Spare me, I am fading and my will is dissipating, As the angels put me into the ground And everybody's peeking! No one makes a sound! The shadows are deceiving! Paranoid and aroused! My mind is debating, These lesions I'm making, This medicines sedating, The power embracing! The bullshit I'm facing, My feelings I'm hating, Reality is failing, This shit is degrading! And everybody's peeking! No one makes a sound! The shadows are deceiving! Paranoid and aroused! The bullshit I'm facing, My feelings I'm hating, Reality is failing, This shit is degrading!
I'll never love again I would ever have to pretend I would never love again, damn! I don't even wanna have to try Draw a line Never flies I don't even wanna have to die But deep inside The dead rehearse And I never wanna clarify And justify So I run and hide And I never wanna sleep my fights So I crucified All my hate inside (No) I'll never love again (no) I will ever have to pretend (no) I'll never gonna love again Never gonna have to try to pretend Never, never, never I don't never wanna satisfy 'Cause it's inside I'll do it fine I don't never wanna multiply 'Cause deep inside I'm not qualified And I never wanna clarify And justify So I run and hide And I never wanna sleep the fight So I classify All my hate inside (No) I'll never love again (no) I will ever have to pretend (no) I'll never gonna love again Never gonna have to try to pretend Never, never, never I'll never love again I will never gonna love again Never, never (No) I'll never love again I will ever have to pretend I'll never gonna love again Never gonna have to try to pretend Never, never, never (No) never, never, never (No) never, never, never (No) I'll never gonna love again Never gonna have to try to pretend Never, never, never
I'm walking on a razor blade. Careful not to cross the line. Every little step I take, it's punishment time now. I'm getting to the end of the blade. Slipping to the other side. Every little step I take, it's punishment time! Fighting to survive there's no tomorrow. Fighting to survive there's no today. Final flight I'm losing my mind. Heavy on the heart there's no tomorrow. Heavy on the heart there's no today. Final flight I'm losing my mind. I'm hanging like a bat today. Crucified by the sign. Every little move I make, it's punishment time now I'm sleeping on a bed of nails. They're breaking through one at a time Cause every little move I make. The punishments mine. Fighting to survive there's no tomorrow. Fighting to survive there's no today. Final flight I'm losing my mind. Heavy on the heart there's no tomorrow. Heavy on the heart there's no today. Final flight I'm losing my mind. I give and don't get. I try to my death. There's something inside of me That makes me forget. I give and don't get. I'll try to my death. There's something inside of me That makes me forget. I give and don't get. I'll try to my death. There's something inside of me That makes me forget. I give and don't get. I'll try to my death. There's something inside of me That makes me forget! Fighting to survive there's no tomorrow. Fighting to survive there's no today. Final flight I'm losing my mind. Heavy on the heart there's no tomorrow. Heavy on the heart there's no today. Final flight I'm losing my mind. Losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind, Losing my mind. Losing my mind, losing my mind, losing my mind!
It's easy I walk the circle I carved out long ago But somehow I get lost each time Feeding this hunger deep inside that never ends The voice within eats me up inside 1 I love hurting you 2 I love your pain 3 Let's get together and play this endless game 4 is for the torture and 5 is for the shame 'Cause every time you want it I get off on this game You wanted to play the coldness follows This isn't a game your life I'll swallow And I can't help but smile at your pain You wanted to play but I already won Probing I plant the seed inside your head right away Watch it grow, destroying your insides Pleading to comfort you with my sadistic ways I watch the tears fall, I crack a smile 1 I love hurting you 2 I love your pain 3 Let's get together and play this endless game 4 is for the torture and 5 is for the shame 'Cause every time you want it I get off on this game You wanted to play the coldness follows This isn't a game your life I'll swallow And I can't help but smile at your pain You wanted to play but I already won I look at you and start to crack start to crack I give it to you take it back, take it back This lullaby is all you have, all you have Sadistic pleasure I attack, I attack I attack I attack I attack I attack You wanted to play the coldness follows This isn't a game your life I'll swallow I can't help but smile at your pain You wanted to play but I already won I already won I already won
Our lives are fake They mean nothing you see Our dreams are lost Just aiming fantasy How many times have you been misguided? How many times have your hopes been smited? This life means nothing to me Victimized, deceived A black veil of insanaty's crushing Like fire beating all of our disease The black veil of insanity misleads Our hearts are free Does that mean anything? Do what we're told Self-seeking hypocrisy How many times have you been misguided? How many times have your hopes been smited? This life means fuck for me Victimized, deceived A black veil of insanities crushing Like fire beating all of our disease The black veil of insanity misleads Black veil! It's coming for me It's coming for me It's coming for me It's coming for me It's the black veil of insanity! (It's coming for me) Set free, set free, set free, set free Set free, set free! Set free! Set free! Set free! Victimized, deceived A black veil of insanities crushing Like fire beating all of our disease The black veil of insanity misleads
What's it gonna be today? Keep chipping at my soul And why must it disobey? The only thing I loathe. How many times a day must I die? Nothing's gonna work today. I'm killing time. Looking all around to find a way. It's all wrong. Knowing that my demon won. I'm done! Have I been lead astray? Blaming the righteous. What do you think they'd say? Attacking the altar. How many times a day must I die? Nothing's gonna work today. I'm killing time. Looking all around to find a way. It's all wrong. Knowing that my demon won. I'm done! I'm done. I'm done with faceless feelings. I'm done with anything. I'm done trying to support you And sacrificing everything. Everything, everything! How many times a day must I die? Nothing's gonna work today. I'm killing time. Looking all around to find a way. It's all wrong. Knowing that my demon won. I'm done!
As it all falls down, do I walk away? Or do I stand my ground and accept my fate? And there's the faceless cries that twist my every dream And almost every night I hear the demon sing Why are we going on this way? Why do we play these games in vain? Nothing's gonna break it down and build us back again So, why did the path have to lead this way? Black is the soul that's led astray You're leading me to places I can never follow Happiness is found in the darkest ways And as I searched around, I knew nothing but mistakes And there's the faceless cries that twist my every dream And almost every night I hear the demon sing Why are we going on this way? Why do we play these games in vain? Nothing's gonna break it down and build us back again So, why did the path have to lead this way? Black is the soul that's led astray You're leading me to places I can never follow And when you scream, you push me so much further ahead And when I leave, I always walk right back again And when you cry, the tears are cleansing bitterness I'm out of time, I'm slowly dying, give me back my life Just give me back my life Just give me back my life Just give me back my life Why are we going on this way? Why do we play these games? Nothing's gonna break it down and build us back again So, why did the path have to lead this way? Black is the soul that's led astray You're leading me to places I can never follow As it all falls down, do I walk away? Or do I stand my ground? There's nothing left to say
Life! Things keep ending up this way Another notch is carved away In the thoughts of mass decay Funny how things end up this way Beaten down, dominated by its sound Growing deep within my head Softly dying, its soul is shed Eating me all up inside This cancer finds everything I hide Living my life horrified Nothing will keep this pacified and out my life Life! That's not right out insane Satisfaction is delayed Its motivation is displayed Flaunting its misogyny Funny how I thought it'd go away Beaten down, dominated by its sound Growing deep within my head Softly dying, its soul is shed Eating me all up inside This cancer finds everything I hide Living my life horrified Nothing will keep this pacified and out my life Life! That's not right out insane I'm constantly beat up inside, and I'm the one to blame No one can relate to me, that's not right out insane (That's not right out insane) (That's not right out insane) That's not right out insane That's not right out insane That's not right out insane That's not right out insane Beaten down, dominated by its sound Living my life horrified Nothing will keep this pacified and out my life Beaten down, dominated by its sound Growing deep within my head Softly dying, its soul is shed Eating me all up inside This cancer finds everything I hide Living my life horrified Nothing will keep this pacified and out my life Life! That's not right out insane That's not right out insane
I wouldn't be angry if you'd just fucking cried Your tears would arouse me, refreshing my supply The suffering is fading, I scream into the sky Repulsion invades me, I say goodbye Digging deep inside of me Getting past this agony I can't seem to get away Another day rotting in vain I wouldn't be angry if things would stay the same You're fighting the torment that helps me feed my pain The suffering is fading, I scream into the sky Repulsion invades me, I say goodbye Digging deep inside of me Getting past this agony I can't seem to get away Another day rotting in I can't hear this I can't fuck it I can't take this I hate Digging deep inside of me Getting past this agony I can't seem to get away Another day rotting in Digging deep inside of me Getting past this agony I can't seem to get away Another day rotting in vain
The hating, it's pulled inside of me They're trying to test my sanity It's in there waiting, it's all make believe And they're ripping the child within me Cheating the time that I have left needing My soul 'cause it's at the beginning All that, that I can give Controlling my mind that is disease Holding, my hate that is released Scolding, the hand that keeps me fed That keeps me fed Fed! That keeps me fed! Fed! That keeps me! I feel it all come crashing down on me I feel alone and torn apart I wasted time to let it get to me An angry mouth with a broken heart Searching for something that is safe Hurting my pride that is detests Turning my anger towards your flesh Rotting, we're hoping ain't that bad Spilling the blood that's on the bed Scolding the hand that keeps me fed That keeps me fed Fed! That keeps me fed! I feel it all come crashing down on me I feel alone and torn apart I wasted time to let it get to me An angry mouth with a broken heart The hating, it's pulled inside of me They're trying to test my sanity It's in you waiting, it's all make believe And they're ripping the child from within me The hating, it's pulled inside of me They're trying to test my sanity It's in you waiting, it's all make believe And they're ripping the child from within me No! No! No! No! No!
I dream of the past, so I can break through The walls I have built inside The thoughts I can't grasp Transparent, see through They constantly fight and collide I'd love to see a different world A place where you can't find me Feel me, kill me, my back's up against the wall Your magic spell doesn't work anymore Kill me, kill me, that's what you've got to face My friend (My friend) This ain't the end (The end) Why can't I relax and let it be true? This world that I try to hide It's kind of a mess Too reckless for you This place makes me feel alive I'd love to see a different world A place where you can't find me Feel me, kill me, my back's up against the wall Your magic spell doesn't work anymore Kill me, kill me, that's what you've got to face My friend (My friend) This ain't the end (The end) The call of the purpose is the change in behavior And that is all we can sense of the strangers It gets on top of you and forces your perspective Then you know it, you feel it It's as dark as you can get, you want it Harder, harder, harder! Give it to you Harder, harder, harder! You just want it Harder, harder, harder! Give it to you Harder, harder, harder! I don't think you'll ever get it Feel me, kill me, my back's up against the wall Your magic spell doesn't work anymore Kill me, kill me, that's what you've got to face My friend (My friend) This ain't the end
You bumped into me I was down and you took me up past the ceiling You are the disease I'm the remedy that numbs all your feelings You come looking for me I'm the only one that keeps you sound Bring it down to your knees 'Cause I'm the only one that makes you, you, you, you Take me, please, take me It's the only way, please, take me You came after me I'm not worth anything if I'm not inside you Only you can truly see All the hell you put me through and the vicious feeding Can't really be free 'Cause every time I run away you hunt me down I can't ever blame me 'Cause every time I turn around, it's you, you, you, it's you Take me, please, take me It's the only way, please, take me I feel it calling, I feel it holding me It's taking everything I love away from me I feel it ripping, I feel it scarring me That shit has made me blind to all reality I feel it calling, I feel it calling It's calling me Go away, away Go away, away Take me, please, take me It's the only way, please take me Take me, please, take me It's the only way, please take me
Close your eyes, fall asleep Broken promises, you never keep Drift away tonight, just drift away alright We used to dream, we used to laugh No one could tell us that this would never last This ain't a love song, I would never give you one No more secrets, no more lies No more feelings or surprise No more whispered words or lullabies Go fuck your life Everything, everything falls apart Everything, everything, all we've had Everything, everything falls all apart I've given up, it's all I could take My hands are shaking, my body could break now, come on and take me out I used to care, I used to try But what's the use, it always end with goodbye This ain't a love song, I would never give you one No more secrets, no more lies No more feelings or surprise No more whispered words or lullabies Go fuck your life Everything, everything falls apart Everything, everything, all we've had Everything, everything falls all apart My head There is nothing in my head, there is nothing in my head There is nothing in my head, there is nothing in my head There is nothing in my head, there is nothing in my head There is nothing in my head, there is nothing in my head There is nothing in my head, there is nothing in my head There is nothing in my head, there is nothing in my head There is nothing in my head, there is nothing in my head There is nothing in my head, there is nothing in my head There is nothing in my head, there is nothing in my head There is nothing, there's nothing, there's nothing Everything, everything falls apart Everything, everything, all we've had Everything, everything falls all apart Everything, everything falls apart Everything, everything, all we've had Everything, everything falls all apart All apart All apart
Sick of all these things I tried Sick of all these lies (Nobody cares you're just a bad man Nobody wants you're a dead man) Wake me from my darkest dream Read me from my mind (Nobody cares you're just a bad man Nobody wants you're a dead man) No problem i've got time to kill (Nobody cares you're just a bad man Nobody wants you're a dead man) Slave everyone I've had my fill (Nobody cares you're just a bad man Nobody wants you're a dead man) Do what you say, do want you want to Do what you say, do want you want to Do what you say, do want you want to Do what you say, do want you want to We rip upon the flesh and lift to see And looking on all the faces along the way The terror grips me close and holds me tight And hope I get to Die yet another night Throw a wrench into my world Throw me in the fire (Nobody cares you're just a bad man Nobody wants you're a dead man) Death come over to me one time We should get much higher (Nobody cares you're just a bad man Nobody wants you're a dead man) No problem i've got time to kill (Nobody cares you're just a bad man Nobody wants you're a dead man) Slave everyone i've got my fill (Nobody cares you're just a bad man Nobody wants you're a dead man) Do what you say, do want you want to Do what you say, do want you want to Do what you say, do want you want to Do what you say, do want you want to We rip upon the flesh and lift to see And looking on all the faces along the way The terror grips me close and holds me tight And hope I get to Die yet another night Don't get close to me Safe for you All this suffering left to do Don't get close to me Safe for you All this suffering left to do All this suffering left to do All this suffering left to do We rip upon the flesh and lift to see And looking on all the faces along the way The terror grips me close and holds me tight And hope I get to Die yet another night We rip upon the flesh and lift to see And looking on all the faces along the way The terror grips me close and holds me tight And hope I get to Die yet another night
It's the pretty little heavy to hold your head It's like the sanity is hanging on a thread The flesh is cold and needs your nails And the look you give, it never fails I love the way you hurt me I love that you don't care My love is dark and twisted And I scream when you're not there It's the interesting way, it fills my brain It's been done by others but never the same I love it when you're heavy and crack a smile The best is when you make it last a while I love the way you hurt me I love that you don't care My love is dark and twisted And I scream when you're not there Can't seem to get away This ghost I'll never find It haunts me 'til this day I can't get back my mind I love the way you hurt me I love that you don't care My love is dark and twisted And I scream when you're not there
It hurts to breathe but I don't care The weight of the world, the thoughts I couldn't bear The city sleeps, I'm making plans The less you know, the better understand Then I look and see that place It fools me every time Digging deeper pulls me under Am I wasting time, or next in line? I pace and fret, my blood, it burns The reason we know but still we never learn The clocks stand still, my legs grow weak It says it's done, I beg it not to speak Then I look and see that place It fools me every time Digging deeper pulls me under Am I wasting time, or next in line? First you're gonna get your memory, you're a fucking fray Never wanna, never gonna end up in that display First you're gonna get your memory, you're a fucking fray Never wanna, never gonna end up in that display First you're gonna get your memory, you're a fucking fray Never wanna, never gonna end up in that display First you're gonna get your memory, you're a fucking fray Never wanna, never gonna end up in that display Then I look and see that place It fools me every time Digging deeper pulls me under Am I wasting time Then I look and see that place It fools me every time Digging deeper pulls me under Am I wasting time, or next in line?
Alone and come undone As my tears create a sea Haven't been awake so long Aa the Devil's waiting for me Right now if you could see Right now attacking me Hold on, dance with me You'll never get to me Take a look around Help me I see this losing little face Staring at me In another way disease been torn The depression's ecstacy Haven't been awake so long The devil's coming for me Right now if you could see Right now attacking me Hold on, dance with me You'll never get to me Take a look around Help me I see this losing little face Staring at me Looking for that special sound That's coming for me It's never gonna take me down Please come for me, please come for me Please come for me, please come for me Please come for me, please come for me Please come for me, please come for me Please come for me That I can't fake Take a look around Help me I see this losing little face Staring at me Looking for that special sound That's coming for me It's never gonna take me down Please come for me, please come for me They are coming They are coming They are coming They are coming
Why did you leave me? Why did you leave me? Now they are free And they are coming after me Why did you leave me? Why did you leave me? Now they are free And they are coming after me Why, why did you leave me? Why, why did you leave me? Why? Now they are free Why? And they're coming after me They're coming (coming, why did you leave me?) They're coming (coming, why did you leave me?) They're coming (now they are free) They're coming (and they are coming after me) Oh God, fuck
They come for me, discomforting They make me feel like I'm one step away From doing it, I'm through with it I can't do it, suffer, can't get to it They come for me, discomforting They make me feel like I'm one step away From doing it, I'm through with it I can't do it, suffer, can't get to it Set the bait and I'm waiting In a state of concentrating I'm gonna knock this motherfucker down, down, down, down, down And there's a catch with this waiting All of my thoughts are overtaking Do I got the strength to take this fucker down Deep in me, insulting Talking shit, pushing me Cold Cold Inside lying deep, the father of hate The endless nightmare I can never escape The broken in flames, they call out my name They dance in my dreams while I scream out in pain I'm on my way, this is the day This is the time to break it down Get out my way, nothing can stay This is the time to break it down Alone, awake with the craving I watch my step, I'm calculating On how I'm taking this motherfucker down, down, down, down, down I don't know what I am thinking Sometimes I feel like I am sinking Into the ground I'll call my grave Cold Inside lying deep, the father of hate The endless nightmare I can never escape I'm on my way, this is the day This is the time to break it down Get out my way, nothing can stay This is the time to break it down Break it down Deep in me, insulting Talking shit, pushing me I'm on my way, this is the day This is the time to break it down Get out my way, nothing can stay This is the time to break it down I'm on my way, this is the day This is the time to break it down Get out my way, nothing can stay This is the time to break it down They come for me, discomforting They make me feel like I'm one step away From doing it, I'm through with it I can't do it, suffer, can't get to it They come for me, discomforting They make me feel like I'm one step away From doing it, I'm through with it I can't do it, suffer, can't get to it
Life is degrading and silently making me Spin out inside my own head Spewing and craving, this darkness is baiting me Down the road to my own death I can't take this, I might break it Watch it all fall down So come give me the truth you hide Feed the pain inside Humiliating, I fall to its craving It feeds on the doubt in my heart Sinking and fading, our feelings I'm saving To fix what I tore all apart I can't take this, I might break it Watch it all fall down So come give me the truth you hide Feed the pain inside I'm lost, you'll never find me I'm lost, you'll never find me I'm lost, you'll never find me I'm lost, you'll never find me I'm lost, you'll never find me I'm lost, you'll never find me I'm lost, you'll never find me I'm lost So come give me the truth you hide Feed the pain inside I'm lost, ah, you'll never find me I'm lost, you'll never find me, ah I'm lost, you'll never find me, ah I'm lost Come for me
Here behind the curtain lies a darkness feeding Pooled inside, in hunger cries, and still it's eating Everything I had to hide is all on my sleeve And behind the curtain lies my soul, I'm bleeding And I see it Can't believe it And the sun goes down Taking my heart What is this I'm feeling? Is it a new beginning? Am I purging past regrets Facing the hurt I'm dealing? How does one start healing? The darkness is revealing The bittersweet reality That this is the help I'm needing Why must I be bastardized? My essence flees Search my mind and all I find is banded feelings Once you pull the bandage off, you feel the sting Only way to fix it is through painful suffering And I see it Can't believe it And the sun goes down Taking my heart What is this I'm feeling? Is it a new beginning? Am I purging past regrets Facing the hurt I'm dealing? How does one start healing? The darkness is revealing The bittersweet reality That this is the help I'm needing Take a look around at the morning star, he's coming for me Take a look around at the morning star, he's coming for me Take a look around at the morning star, he's coming for me Take a look around at the morning star, he's coming for me Take a look around at the morning star, he's coming for me Take a look around at the morning star, he's coming for me Take a look around at the morning star, he's coming for me Take a look around at the morning star, he's coming for me Is he free, is he full, is he high, is he low? Where the fuck I'm supposed to go? Where the fuck I'm supposed to go? Take a look around at the morning star, he's coming for me Take a look around at the morning star, he's coming for me Is he friend, is he foe, is he high, is he low? Where the fuck I'm supposed to go? Where the fuck I'm supposed to go? Feel me, heal me All that's in me Give it all back I can't have this Feeling, failing All that's creating Get the fuck out Get the fuck out Get the fuck out Get the fuck out Get the fuck out Get the fuck out
Oh, look at me I'm taking a huge risk crossing this line Oh, look at me Determined that I'm not gonna win this time Oh, what will be? I'm unprotected and painfully confined Oh, come fuck with me I think I'm ready all this time Oh, come with me They say the torture is divine Looking at me Oh, they take their time Skinning me, stabbing me Touching me, licking me Raping me, skinning me Stabbing me, touching me Licking me, raping me Skinning me, stabbing me Touching me, licking me Raping me, skinning me Stabbing me, touching me Licking me, raping me Skinning me, stabbing me Touching me, licking me Raping me, skinning me Stabbing me, touching me Licking me, raping me Skinning me, stabbing me
It's hard to see what you will find When your heart's dipped in agony I tried too hard, I was too kind I saw your face in everything I'm hating it It's coming for me I'm hating it It's laughing at me I'm hating it It's time to realize what is really going down I'm hating it It's staring at me I'm hating it It's pulling on me I'm hating it I can't believe it, take it down, take it down now Where are you now? I tried to get through to you, nothing is saving you How could I fail? This life betrayed you, and you are finally free What you see is what you get I had no time to process it I think if I just turn around That this nightmare will come unbound Oh, I'm hating it It's coming for me I'm hating it It's laughing at me I'm hating it It's time to realize what is really going down I'm hating it It's staring at me I'm hating it It's pulling on me I'm hating it I can't believe it, take it down, take it down now Where are you now? I tried to get through to you, nothing is saving you How could I fail? This life betrayed you, and you are finally free You're crying out for me You're crying out for me It's so hard to see It's so hard to see It's so hard to see It's so hard to see You're crying out for me You're crying out for me Where are you now? I tried to get through to you, nothing is saving you How could I fail? This life betrayed you and you are finally free That you're finally free That you're finally free That you're finally free That you're finally free It's so hard to see It's so hard to see You're crying out for me You're crying out for me
Hey, you, yes, I'm talking to you And what are you doing here? And why you look so sad? Man, brother, please come here Let's talk and let it out Dear, you have nothing to fear Child, I'm the one that makes it, oh, so, so much better I feel your presence standing there up in my face I feel the darkness haunting me with its embrace I want to shed this, go to a place, a different time The plot unfolds, this meaning here I'll never find Never find, never find, never find, never find Never find, never find, never find, never find Hey, man, what do we have here? Boy, looking so upset You're making it quite clear That you want nothing to change 'Cause you're so willing to hurt And feel at home in the dark Boy, everything you feel, child, won't make it better I feel your presence standing there up in my face I feel the darkness haunting me with its embrace I want to shed this, go to a place, a different time The plot unfolds, this meaning here I'll never find You ever hear that voice in your motherfucking head? Ooh, it goes Looking at you, poking at you Yelling at you, fucking with you (it goes) Looking at you, poking at you Yelling at you, fucking with you Looking at you, poking at you Yelling at you, fucking with you Looking at you, poking at you Yelling at you, fucking with you It's fucking with you It's fucking with you I feel your presence standing there up in my face I feel the darkness haunting me with its embrace I want to shed this, go to a place, a different time The plot unfolds, this meaning here I'll never find Never find, never find, never find, never find Never find, never find, never find, never find Never find, never find, never find, never find Never find, never find, never find, never find
I've walked this world alone in prison by design This broken bearer of shame is right here by my side Higher than the highest goes Darker than the blackest hole Feel myself release my soul Sweet relief, my body goes Hate, dominate Everything I got on my plate Feel the weight of my pain Crushing my heart, it's sure to break I know it really wants to hurt me for sure I know it set me up, it's death premature I've tossed my fears aside, engaged in my denial I'm lost inside this space I find to be so vile Higher than the highest goes Darker than the blackest hole Feel myself release my soul Sweet relief, my body goes Hate, dominate Everything I got on my plate Feel the weight of my pain Crushing my heart, it's sure to break I know it really wants to hurt me for sure I know it set me up, it's death premature It won't go away This time it's here to stay Somehow I'll never be the same Another day, another way Another reasons for it to chip away At everything I ever loved Hate, dominate Everything I got on my plate Feel the weight of my pain Crushing my heart, it's sure to break I know it really wants to hurt me for sure I know it set me up, it's death premature Hate, dominate Everything I got on my plate Feel the weight of my pain Crushing my heart, it's sure to break I know it really wants to hurt me for sure Hurt me for sure
Choose your path, and there's your truth, follow Carve an inch, and here comes the sorrow Everything you do never goes away Take a chance, and they will erase it Fight all you can, and they are complacent Nothing you do can make it all go away They are in my head now Exposed, they tear my joy out Their shadow starts to cast out Inside I start to lash out Tell me who I am I've done all I can Tell me why my life keeps getting Harder and harder and harder Tell me what to feel This shit can't be real Tell me why my life keeps getting Harder and harder and harder Roll the dice, your number never comes up Pay the price, and still your life's fucked up Once again, this evil gets everything Run away, it's waiting when you get there Led astray, it's laughing 'cause it led you there Yet again, you can't make it go away They are in my head now Exposed, they tear my joy out Their shadow starts to cast out Inside I start to lash out Tell me who I am I've done all I can Tell me why my life keeps getting Harder and harder and harder Tell me what to feel This shit can't be real Tell me why my life keeps getting Harder and harder and harder Keep on coming for me Keep on coming for me Keep on coming for me Keep on coming for me Keep on coming for me Keep on coming for me Keep on coming for me Keep on coming for me I can't deal Run away, run away now It's not real Come for me, come for me now I can't deal Run away, run away now It's not real Come for me, come for me now Come back Let's go to sober up So you'll come back, I'm sober I can't wait to split this invisible cage Tell me, bitch, this time I can't fake it One shot, and fuck yes, I take it I'll miss 'cause you always run away They always get away They are in my head now Exposed, they tear my joy out Their shadow starts to cast out Inside I start to lash out Tell me who I am I've done all I can Tell me why my life keeps getting Harder and harder and harder Tell me what to feel This shit can't be real Tell me why my life keeps getting Harder and harder and harder Tell me who I am (I am) I've done all I can (I can) Tell me what to feel (to feel) This shit can't be real (be real) Harder and harder and harder and harder...
Itty-bitty, oh, so pretty as I watch myself break down Satisfying, as l'm crying, watch the vomit hit the ground I am just a shadow of the man I once used to be Everything I ever loved is always taken back from me The feeling of this loss keeps creeping Ingesting any joy that I might find, it's tearing at my heart It's robbing me of something I once Had to take it, now I hate it, it won't ever stop I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it There's nothing like the sound of screaming, looping up all in my mind Horrid pictures of the past invading my pineal high I am just a shadow of the man I once used to be Everything I ever loved is always taken back from me Always taken back from me The feeling of this loss keeps creeping Ingesting any joy that I might find, it's tearing at my heart It's robbing me of something I once Had to take it, now I hate it, it won't ever stop This is plain to see Been holding on too long to this tragedy And it's time to be free To understand what this path's laid out for me So here I am again Happiness is a club I'll never be in I'll never be in, I'll never get in, I'll never get in Never get in Never get in The feeling of this loss keeps creeping Ingesting any joy that I might find, it's tearing at my heart It's robbing me of something I once Had to take it, now I hate it, it won't ever stop I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it I wanna take it back, I wanna take it back I wanna take it back, I wanna take it back I wanna take it back, I wanna take it back I wanna take it back, take it back, take it back
Lost alone here in the dark Looking for answers I will never find, I'll never find God knew all along that He would take you And the demons were set loose to claim their prize, I am their prize Everywhere I turn, I can't escape you Did everything I could to hide For every good thing I've done, there's a price to pay And that price has left me horrified, God, I tried Now I'm the one who never chose this Now I'm the one who walked a narrow line And I would do anything to bring you back to me If only God would let me turn back time I've failed I've failed I've failed
Digesting deceit I'm broken faulted And that's just better for me This situation intrigues I am assaulted I don't know how I succeed (Bow down) where am I now? (Somehow) a plaything at your discretion now Pulling away this veil I see Realize this path's not meant for me Stripped away are all my needs And now all that's left is forgotten I want to be free You won't allow it It makes me drop to my knees What must I do to appease? My effort's scalded I guess I'll have to concede (Bow down) where am I now? (Somehow) a plaything at your discretion now Pulling away this veil I see Realize this path's not meant for me Stripped away are all my needs And now all that's left is forgotten One day I must decide if I'm worth it Gave it life and I realized it took it Don't feel bad for me Don't feel sad for me Don't feel bad for me Don't feel sad for me (Bow down) where am I now? (Somehow) a plaything at your discretion now Pulling away this veil I see Realize this path's not meant for me Stripped away are all my needs And now all that's left is forgotten
I don't feel anything, do you? The itch inside, I cannot find A spark in the dark that will tear me Up inside, it's not right Had a hell of a time, I'm suffering in God, my life was a mess And I will never forget it haunting it Let the dark do the rest Sick, sick You make me sick, sick You make me sick Health and it's best you conform me Nothing's left, there is no price Portraits of black hang inside me Quite divine, they pulse inside Had a hell of a time, I'm suffering in God, my life was a mess And I will never forget it haunting in Let the dark do the rest On and on, this lucid darkness is filling up my soul And how can I be all alone here, constant ridicule And I just wanna go And I just want to see what the future holds Had a hell of a time I'm suffering in God, my life was a mess And I will never forget it haunting in Let the dark do the rest (You make me sick) let the dark do the rest (You make me sick) let the dark do the- You! Make! Me! Sick!
Do you really wanna come with me? It's hard to see through the eyes of a stranger Are you ready for the feeling to leave So that you can breathe and not live with the danger? But there's always something fighting its way back in But there's always something pushing me to give in Do you really wanna make-believe And try to achieve a little break from the anger? I should've been good, I should've been down I couldn't let go, what could I do? I can take it all away, the feelings Break apart the pain and start the healing I should've withstood, I shouldn't bow down I couldn't get through, what could I do? I can take it all away, the feelings Break apart the pain and start the healing Do you really wanna prowl with me? This travesty, it cuts sharp like a razor Are you ready for your scars to bleed? You will succeed pulling out the invaders But there's always something fighting its way back in But there's always something pushing me to give in Do you really wanna make-believe And try to achieve a little break from the anger? I should've been good, I should've been down I couldn't let go, what could I do? I can take it all away, the feelings Break apart the pain and start the healing I should've withstood, I shouldn't bow down I couldn't get through, what could I do? I can take it all away, the feelings Break apart the pain and start the healing Everything I'm feeling burst into flames Looking at a soul, it's broken and strain Every night, the wish is always the same Keep on hoping that I don't go insane The more you fall for it The more it starts to stick The more you fall for it The more it starts to stick The more you fall for it The more it starts to stick The more you fall for it It's never gonna quit I should've been good, I should've been down I couldn't let go, what could I do? I can take it all away, the feelings Break apart the pain and start the healing I should've withstood, I shouldn't bow down I couldn't get through, what could I do? I can take it all away, the feelings Break apart the pain and start the healing Break apart the pain and start the healing Break apart the pain and start the healing
Hey you, what are you doing? Laugh as you tear out my heart The pain is so stimulating, I've been too numb from the start Why can't I defend? Tear all these demons apart Who knows if it's really better, I threw it out for some parts (So lost in the grandeur) Help me find my way I know this all sounds so cliché But I've done everything you say I'm so fed up with who I portray So lost in the grandeur Sad things fly all around me, welcoming sight from the past Somehow they make me feel something even if it doesn't last So I do anything to be able to get away Bad things always flock to me, it seems to be that way (So lost in the grandeur) Help me find my way I know this all sounds so cliché But I've done everything you say I'm so fed up with who I portray So lost in the grandeur Oh, there's that sound It's constant and profound What's it gonna do today? What kinda joy will it steal away? Oh no, then I'm going down And I'm losing my grip Always caught up in it That the truth is all lies It builds up inside I fucking hate this every day Something painful, something grave Can't go on living this way I won't let you take this Keep on trying, motherfucker Help me find my way I know this all sounds so cliché But I've done everything you say I'm so fed up with who I portray So lost in the grandeur So lost in the grandeur So lost in the grandeur
I cannot simply convey, the things I keep hidden inside It wants to make me beg to let loose the lesson prescribed Lies are truth refined Darkest lights hidden from behind The pain I have, I can't conceal The hurt inside is dark, so real The feeling is divine This duality aligns I could never let go, the concept of dark and light One tries to pull me in, one gives me strength to fight Lies are truth refined Darkest lights hidden from behind The pain I have, I can't conceal The hurt inside is dark, so real The feeling is divine This duality aligns Selfishness interjects It's a start, forgiveness Common sense still awaits What we feel is all disconnect Selfishness interjects It's a start, forgiveness Common sense still awaits What we feel is all disconnect Disconnect Disconnect The pain I have, I can't conceal The hurt inside is dark, so real The feeling is divine This duality aligns Disconnect Disconnect Disconnect
Help me, I can't put it away And you can't make me, so I disobey Help me, this thing is feeding Hopeless and fucking beaten I tried all along (help me please) It did things to me (it's not real) Had to take prestige (it's not me) I can't feel a thing (suffering) I feel sympathy, my hurt on display And I see it boiling up, so hard to disobey Hold me, it's coming, I can't see Hopeless and fucking beaten Hopeless and fucking beaten I tried all along (help me please) It did things to me (it's not real) Had to take prestige (it's not me) I can't feel a thing (suffering) I can't remember a thing You had me strung up by a string Oh, the things I wish I said to make A better version, me without disdain And nothing beats the heartbreak left behind And nothing soothes the hurting, only time Nothing only time Nothing only time Nothing only time Beats me up inside Hopeless and fucking beaten Hopeless and fucking beaten I tried all along (help me please) It did things to me (it's not real) Had to take prestige (it's not me) I can't feel a thing (suffering) I tried all along It did things to me
Outside, I'm looking for an answer 'Cause inside is gone Each step, the ground beneath me starts to break I can't hold on (Hey you) been hurting for a lifetime (Hey you) what for? I can't break it, hurt is sacred all along The sting of depression follows I can't fix it, pieces don't fit things are worn Destroyed by a penance to sorrow Look out, the feeling's rushing back again Too much, to numb It's ripped the seam, I stitch it up again Somehow it stays on (Hey you) been hurting for a lifetime (Hey you) what for? I can't break it, hurt is sacred all along The sting of depression follows I can't fix it, pieces don't fit things are worn Destroyed by a penance to sorrow Staring back at me I won't ever be free Go, go, go! (Never be free) Go, go, go! (Never be free) I can't break it, I can't fix it I can't break it, hurt is sacred all along The sting of depression follows I can't fix it, pieces don't fit things are worn Destroyed by a penance to sorrow I can't break it, hurt is sacred all along The sting of depression follows I can't fix it, pieces don't fit things are worn Destroyed by a penance to sorrow Go, go, go!
Hey there Can you see me? Can you feel me? You are lost in your ego Human Are deceitful and quite evil Your desire has robbed you Too late you can run from What it is that You have become, trivial What's wrong? You don't like this? You deny it And run back to your black hole And so what is this? The way to commit You just run and hide You can't, I'm inside This dark deed displayed Lying here afraid I didn't really want to break it All I want is things to turn around As I waste away In this hell I made I sit and contemplate my actions Helpless thoughts, infection's taking hold This infection's taking hold My confessions Too bad you are in it You can't accept that you are absurdity Go on with your conflicts You're impoverished Lacking any kind of honor Be gone with your sulking As your molting Into a parasitic creature Nothing will control this What you cherish Ultimately will consume you And so what is this? The way to commit You just run and hide You can't, I'm inside This dark is displayed Lying here afraid I didn't really want to break it All I want is things to turn around As I waste away In this hell I made I sit and contemplate my actions Helpless thoughts, infection's taking hold Lonesome Your bed is made The outcome A useless masquerade This dark displayed Lying here afraid I didn't really want to break it All I want is things to turn around As I waste away In this hell I made I sit and contemplate my actions Helpless thoughts, infection's taking hold This infection's taking hold My confession
Look out, tell me this is nothing Something's playing tricks and it's chipping away I kept swirling is the trouble Disguised in the paces, they're blocking my way Calling me I feel it coursing through the inside And I can't get away, away inside I feel it breathing and I realize The worst is on its way It is always something Life keeps throwing things that don't go my way I'm damned, awful thoughts devour me All familiar places I can't escape Calling me I feel it coursing through the inside And I can't get away, away inside I feel it breathing and I realize The worst is on its way It makes me sick But I deal with it Set it all aside My confidence overrides Calling me I feel it coursing through the inside Calling me I feel it coursing through the inside And I can't get away, away inside I feel it breathing and I realize The worst is on its way The worst is on its way The worst is on its way It makes me sick But I deal with it Set it all aside My confidence overrides
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