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Alligator Bites Never Heal

1. DENIAL IS A RIVER

   Lyrics: DENIAL IS A RIVER

   Hey, I thought it was all over
   What's up, Doechii?
   Hey, girl
   You know it's been a lil' minute since you and I have had a chat
   Has it really?
   Probably since, like, your last EP, Oh The Places You'll Go
   Oh, wow, it's been a minute (Yeah)
   I've been gettin' some calls
   Oh?
   People are a little bit worried about you
   Not worried, okay
   And I know that I was kinda that outlet for you, so
   You were
   Why don't you just tell me what's been goin' on?
   Okay
   
   Remember old dude from 2019, nice clean nigga
   Did me dirtier than laundry (Than laundry)
   Took a scroll through his IG
   Just to get a DM from his wifey (What the fuck?)
   I was so confused, what should Doechii do?
   She didn't know about me and I didn't know 'bout Sue
   I open up the messages then had to hit the zoom
   Turns out the girl was really a dude? (Goddamn)
   Nigga think he slicked back till I slipped back
   Got my lick back, turned a nigga to a knick-knack (To a knick-knack)
   I moved on, dropped a couple of songs
   And then I went and got signed, now it's 2021
   
   Okay, I just feel like this is the perfect opportunity for us to just
   Take a second and kind off unpack what's happened to you
   You know, this guy cheated on you and—
   Mm, nah, fuck it
   Ow
   
   "Platinum" record this, viral record that
   I'm makin' so much money, I'm all over the net
   I'm movin' so fast, no time to process
   And no, I'm not in a gang but I'm always on set
   Wrist watch, drip drop, labels want the TikToks
   Now I'm makin' TikTok music, what the fuck?
   I need cleanse, need a detox
   But we ain't got time to stop, the charts need us (And they do)
   Fast forward, me 2023
   I'm stackin' lots of cheese and makin' money
   My grass is really green, and
   
   Honestly, I can't even fucking cap
   This is a really dark time for me
   I'm goin' through a lot
   By a lot, you mean drugs?
   Um, I wouldn't—
   Drugs?
   No, it's a—
   No?
   It's a natural plant
   No, I'm not judging
   I'm not an addict
   I'm just sayin'
   I don't think—
   You wanna talk about it?
   Uh
   
   I mean fuck, I like pills, I like drugs
   I like gettin' money, I like strippers, I like to fuck
   I like day-drinkin' and day parties and Hollywood
   I like doin' Hollywood shit, snort it, probably would
   What can I say? The shit works, it feels good
   And my self-worth's at an all time low
   And just when it couldn't get worse
   My ex crashed my place and destroyed all I owned
   Whoopsie, made a oopsie
   One-hundred thousand dollar "oops" made me loopy
   I ain't a killer but don't push me
   Don't wanna have to turn a nigga guts into soup beans
   
   Woah, woah, woah, woah, woah
   Rurr
   Okay, Doechii, we don't wanna revert back into our old ways
   Sorry, okay
   So, we're gonna try a breathin' exercise, okay?
   Alright, word
   When I breathe, you breathe
   Okay
   Alright? Let's go
   Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, uh
   Woosah