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Adrianne Lenker on Suffering Jukebox is a free online music player. Stream every album, open the lyrics, rate tracks, and build playlists. Open the interactive player at https://www.sufferingjukebox.stream/adrianne-lenker. Catalog added by Brant Brooks.

Songs: two reverse, ingydar, anything, forwards beckon rebound, heavy focus, half return, come, zombie girl, not a lot, just forever, dragon eyes, my angel

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songs (2020)

  1. two reverse

    Lyrics: two reverse

    Lay me down so to let you leave
    Tell me lies, I wanna see your eyes
    Is it a crime to say I still need you?
    Crying, wanna feed you
    Light blue, dark blue, grey
    Crimsom trail
    Straight through state on straight
    Grandmother, Juniper
    Tell to me your recipe
    Is it a cry I hear from the deep wood?
    Cry, reappear from the weeds
    Light blue, dark blue, grey
    Crimsom trail
    Straight through state on straight
    Through the jail, see the sun
    Flat as a knife, cold and white
    To my home, two reverse
    Through my home, two reverse
    Is it a crime to do what you ask me to?
    Crying, mm
  2. ingydar

    Lyrics: ingydar

    Fragilely, gradually and surrounding
    The horse lies naked in the shed
    Evergreen anodyne decompounding
    Flies draw sugar from his head
    
    His eyes are blueberries, video screens
    Minneapolis schemes and the dried flowers
    From books half-read
    The juice of dark cherries cover his chin
    The dog walks in and the crow lies in his jaw like lead
    
    Everything eats and is eaten, time is fed
    
    Early еvening, the pink ring swallows
    The sphеrical marigold terrain
    Sleepily, Venus sinks and hollows
    The stationed headlight of a plane
    
    You are as far from me as memory
    With fixtures fracture varyingly
    The juice of dark cherries cover my skin
    Six years in, no baby
    
    Everything eats and is eaten
    
    Ingydar bares a scar like a meteor
    Crystalline amber guilds her cheek
    Tambourine of the beech leaves lead her
    To the raven playing hide and seek
    
    Drying blueberries, figurines and the angel leans
    At the head of the bed
    The juice of dark cherries cover my chin
    The dog walks in and the crow lies in his smile like lead
    
    Everything eats and is eaten, time is fed
    
    Everything eats and is eaten
    Everything eats and is eaten
    Everything eats and is eaten
    Everything eats and is eaten
    Everything eats and is eaten
  3. anything

    Lyrics: anything

    Staring down the barrel of the hot sun
    Shining with the sheen of a shotgun
    Carol has a little if we need some
    Joyous rays, we wanna come
    
    Hanging your jeans with a clothes pin
    Skin still wet, still on my skin
    Mango in your mouth, juice dripping
    Shoulder of your shirtsleeve slipping
    
    Christmas Eve with your mother and sis
    Don't wanna fight but your mother insists
    Dog's white teeth slice right into my fist
    Drive to the ER and you put me on my wrist
    
    Grocery store list, now you get this
    Brunch, had calls and messages
    I don't wanna be the owner of your fantasy
    I just wanna be a part of your family
    
    And I don't wanna talk about anything
    I don't wanna talk about anything
    I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again
    Wanna witness your eyes looking
    
    I don't wanna talk about anyone
    I don't wanna talk about anyone
    I wanna sleep in your car while you're driving
    Lay on your lap whеn I'm crying
    
    Circle of pine and riddle
    Circlе of moss and fire smoke
    Fan on the ceiling like a wheel spoke
    Push the clutch in and I pull the choke
    
    Wanna listen to the sound of you blinking
    Wanna listen to your hands soothe
    Listen to your heart beating
    Listen to the way you move
    
    And I don't wanna talk about anything
    I don't wanna talk about anything
    I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again
    Wanna witness your eyes looking
    
    I don't wanna talk about anyone
    I don't wanna talk about anyone
    Wanna sleep in your car while you're driving
    Lay in your lap when I'm crying
    
    Weren't we the stars in Heaven
    Weren't we the salt in the sea
    Dragging the newborn mountain
    Didn't you believe in me?
    
    Yeah, you held me the whole way through
    When I couldn't say the words like you
    I was scared indigo but I wanted to
    I was scared indigo but I wanted to
    
    I don't wanna talk about anything
    I don't wanna talk about anything
    I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again
    Wanna witness your eyes looking
    
    I don't wanna talk about anyone
    I don't wanna talk about anyone
    I wanna sleep in your car while you're driving
    Lay in your lap when I'm crying
  4. forwards beckon rebound

    Lyrics: forwards beckon rebound

    Over the Dead Sea
    Keeping you company
    Thinking, I'm not afraid of you now
    I'm not afraid of you now
    Letting my eyes close
    Shedding my soft clothes
    Wind blows
    Wind that howls like a hound
    Wind that laughs like a clown
    
    Mystery of lack
    Stabbing stars through my back
    Forwards, beckon, rebound
    Forwards, beckon, rebound
    
    Virtual bedroom
    Rise like a full moon
    Show me pictures that hang in your house
    Pictures that hang in your mouth
    Candescent insects
    Crosses and fishnecks
    I have nothing to pray to you now
    Nothing to pray to you now
    
    Mystery of lack
    Stabbing stars through my back
    Forwards, beckon, rebound
    Forwards, beckon, rebound
    
    Pulling your face close
    Wanting the inmost
    Show me
    I'm not afraid of you now
    I'm not afraid of you now
    Villain and violent
    Infant and innocent
    Baby, both arms cradle you now
    Both arms cradle you now
    
    Mystery of lack
    Stabbing stars through my back
    Forwards, beckon, rebound
    Forwards, beckon, rebound
    Forwards, beckon, rebound
  5. heavy focus

    Lyrics: heavy focus

    Cemetery at night and the dog's in heat
    The great grey owl howls and you're probably right
    Believe in, better to be leaving
    Oh, oh, oh oh
    Terrifying like a gun, like a gun store
    The wind roared, invisible like a blank
    Ghost blanket
    No tress bent
    Shaky like the first dance
    Shaky like the first time
    Our palms met in the clam sweat
    Heavy focus
    Focus, focus, focus
    Set the camera to the flash
    For a portrait of the spirit
    Only way it's gonna last
    To be near it
    Heavy focus, focus
    Focus, focus
    Focus, kiss
    Focus, focus
  6. half return

    Lyrics: half return

    Shadow, shadow what a show
    Every other step, there's a crosseyed crow
    Half return, half return
    Minneapolis soft white snow
    35 bridge, hometown
    Half return, half return
    
    Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid
    The house is white and the lawn is dead
    The lawn is dead, the lawn is dead
    
    Illinois toll road, Indiana plain
    Roll the windows down, shoot at the change
    Half return, half return
    Honey in your mouth when you gave me my name
    Tears in your eyes when you pull it likе a chain
    Half return, half return
    
    Standing in the yard, drеssed like a kid
    The house is white and the lawn is dead
    The lawn is dead, the lawn is dead
    
    Half return, half return
    Rusty swing set, plastic slide
    Push me up and down, take me for a ride
    
    Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid
    The house is white and the lawn is dead
    The lawn is dead, the lawn is dead
  7. come

    Lyrics: come

    Come help me die, my daughter
    Walk me beside the river to the beach
    Take a branch with your knife
    Take my left with your right
    
    Don't be afraid, my girl
    Take me into the shore
    I'm not cold, I'm not cold
    Take my hand, take a hold
    
    Let me lie on your arms
    I'm weightless in the sea
    Up to my ears the salt sits
    In a circle around me
    
    Take my life into your life
    Take a branch with your knife
    
    Come help me die, my daughter
  8. zombie girl

    Lyrics: zombie girl

    What a dream that was
    I almost couldn't wake because
    I was frozen in bed with a zombie girl
    Vacant as a closed down fair
    Sleep paralysis, I sworn I could have felt you there
    And I almost coulda kissed your hair
    But the emptiness withdrew me
    From any kind of wishful prayer
    
    Oh, emptiness tell me about your nature
    Maybe I've been getting you wrong
    I cover you with questions
    Cover you with explanations
    Cover you with music
    
    And the next night
    Dreaming I could feel your skin
    But the dream escapes so easily
    And I woke up to the road again
    How your words ring through
    Something kinda sweet and blue
    And I knew that you'd been understanding everything that I said to
    
    About emptiness tell me about your nature
    Maybe I've been getting you wrong
    I cover you with questions
    Cover you with explanations
    Cover you with music
    
    What's on your mind?
    What's on your mind?
    What's on your mind?
    What's on your mind?
    On your mind?
  9. not a lot, just forever

    Lyrics: not a lot, just forever

    Through your eyes I see
    A smile you bring to me
    To your joy, I tether
    
    Not a lot, just forever
    Intertwined, sewn together
    Like the rock bears the weather
    Not a lot, just forever
    
    My dog barks wildly
    To protect my infancy
    From my ex-believer
    And I try to calm the wolf
    To remind her I am both
    Still she tears at my sweater
    
    Not a lot, just forever
    Intertwined, sewn together
    As the wren sheds her feather
    Not a lot, just forever
    
    And your dearest fantasy
    Is to grow a baby in me
    I could be a good mother
    And I wanna be your wife
    So I hold you to my knife
    And I steal your letter
    
    Not a lot, just forever
    Intertwine some together
    As the rock bears the weather
    Not a lot, just forever
    
    So I bash around the house
    And the poison stains my mouth
    She comes, I let her
    And we share a paradise
    And I roll them once or twice
    Can't get much better
    
    Not a lot, just forever
    Intertwined, sewn together
    As the rock bears the weather
    Not a lot, just forever
    
    Not a lot, just forever
    Intertwined, sewn together
    As the wren bares her feathers
    Not a lot, just forever
  10. dragon eyes

    Lyrics: dragon eyes

    Freezing at the edge of the bed
    Chewing a cigarette and repeating
    Shadows of the words I said
    I don't wanna blame you, I don't wanna blame
    
    The stars bloom in the warm summer night
    They have a clear view without the bedroom light
    They don't wanna name you, they don't wanna name
    
    Dragons have silent eyes
    Cracked eggshells, fireflies
    I don't wanna tame you, I don't wanna tame
    
    When the hot sand burns my feet
    You have cool hands, you are sweet
    I don't wanna change you, I don't wanna change
    
    Carnations into the vase
    Unfold your clothes out of the case
    I just want a place with you, I just want a place
    
    As the coastline is shaped by the wind
    As we make love and you're on my skin
    You are changing me, you are changing
    
    Stars bloom on a warm summer night
    They have a clear view without the bedroom light
    I just want a place with you, I just want a place
  11. my angel

    Lyrics: my angel

    Step over the edge too far
    Open my hands that catch your wall
    Nothing to hear but my very own cry
    Far below the rocks and sky
    
    My angel, my angel
    My angel, my angel
    
    Strange as she appears to be
    Oldest friend invisibly
    She brushes my hair with a physical hand
    Lowers my body down to the land
    
    My angel, my angel
    My angel, my angel
    
    Beneath the ledge in the morning mist
    She kisses my eyelids and my wrists
    Wake to the bleeding of the blade of thе sun
    Returning to my oxygen
    
    My angel, my angеl
    My angel, my angel
    My angel, my angel
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